... but you won't miss much of me since I'm having lesser and lesser time to blog recently.
Yup, but I'll be off to Malacca for a field trip, I won't be buying many things since there aren't many things that I can get in Malacca. And I'll be more concerned with my presentation. Yup, I've a presentation, and it'll be held in Malacca since we are missing our class on Friday to go on that trip.
Wish me luck for my presentation, I think I'm freaking out already. I had two nights of less than 3 hours of sleep. I'll be so looking forward to a good rest in Malacca after my presentation. And well, catching up my sleep on the bus ride there. For once, I hope that there'd be massive jams en route to Malacca. wahahaha~
Tata~
Showing posts with label the persona. Show all posts
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Friday, February 15, 2008
Tuesday, December 25, 2007
2007 Meme
1. Where did you ring in 2007?
I can't remember
2. What was your status by Valentine’s Day?
I don't want to remember.
3. Were you in school (anytime this year)?
Of course, except during summer vacation la.
4. How did you earn your keep?
I stretched my hands out at my parents, and they dropped some money there for me.
5. Did you have to go to the hospital?
To remove my lump, then it became my wound which I needed to check upon, then I one more appointment after it became my scab.
6. Did you encounter the police?
Not that I can remember.
7. Where did you go on vacation?
Nowhere. Perhaps only Aloha Loyang chalets.
8. What did you purchase that was over $500?
Driving lessons.
9. Did you know anybody who got married?
No one immediate.
10. Do you know anybody who passed away?
My grandfather.
11. Have you run into anybody you graduated high school with?
All about in school, nope, no significant case that I remember of.
12. Did you move anywhere?
No.
13. What sporting events did you go to?
ASEAN Football Championships.
14. What concerts did you go to?
You Ke Li Lin, I can still hear Lin Zhixuan's crystal clear voice...
15. Are you registered to vote?
I don't think so, honestly, I don't know! Guess I need to wait till the next elections to find out.
16. If so, did you do your patriotic duty on Nov. 7?
What's that?
17. Where do you live now?
At home.
18. Describe your birthday.
Nothing happened, it's not even nothing memorable, nothing good, nor even nothing pleasant, it's just NOTHING.
19. What’s the one thing you thought you would never do but did in 2007?
Meet Someone.
20. What is one thing you regretted this year?
Study harder, I guess, that always happens.
21. What’s something you learned about yourself?
I'm very very blessed.
22. Any new additions to your family?
No. Does Someone count?
23. What was your best month?
May June July August September
24. What from pop culture will you remember 2007 by?
Tabloid blogs, and how it single handedly destroyed Britney Spears as a human being.
25. How would you rate this year with a scale from 1 (shitty) to 10 (excellent)?
8, still got some hiccups here and there I guess, or maybe it should be 5 before Someone, and 9 after Someone.
PS: Craps, I thought I was supposed to be angry with Someone because he ruined my yesterday and today, and here I am singing all his praises. grrr...
I can't remember
2. What was your status by Valentine’s Day?
I don't want to remember.
3. Were you in school (anytime this year)?
Of course, except during summer vacation la.
4. How did you earn your keep?
I stretched my hands out at my parents, and they dropped some money there for me.
5. Did you have to go to the hospital?
To remove my lump, then it became my wound which I needed to check upon, then I one more appointment after it became my scab.
6. Did you encounter the police?
Not that I can remember.
7. Where did you go on vacation?
Nowhere. Perhaps only Aloha Loyang chalets.
8. What did you purchase that was over $500?
Driving lessons.
9. Did you know anybody who got married?
No one immediate.
10. Do you know anybody who passed away?
My grandfather.
11. Have you run into anybody you graduated high school with?
All about in school, nope, no significant case that I remember of.
12. Did you move anywhere?
No.
13. What sporting events did you go to?
ASEAN Football Championships.
14. What concerts did you go to?
You Ke Li Lin, I can still hear Lin Zhixuan's crystal clear voice...
15. Are you registered to vote?
I don't think so, honestly, I don't know! Guess I need to wait till the next elections to find out.
16. If so, did you do your patriotic duty on Nov. 7?
What's that?
17. Where do you live now?
At home.
18. Describe your birthday.
Nothing happened, it's not even nothing memorable, nothing good, nor even nothing pleasant, it's just NOTHING.
19. What’s the one thing you thought you would never do but did in 2007?
Meet Someone.
20. What is one thing you regretted this year?
Study harder, I guess, that always happens.
21. What’s something you learned about yourself?
I'm very very blessed.
22. Any new additions to your family?
No. Does Someone count?
23. What was your best month?
May June July August September
24. What from pop culture will you remember 2007 by?
Tabloid blogs, and how it single handedly destroyed Britney Spears as a human being.
25. How would you rate this year with a scale from 1 (shitty) to 10 (excellent)?
8, still got some hiccups here and there I guess, or maybe it should be 5 before Someone, and 9 after Someone.
PS: Craps, I thought I was supposed to be angry with Someone because he ruined my yesterday and today, and here I am singing all his praises. grrr...
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
My Birth Month
Got this from Ninuhadida and I thought it looked pretty interesting. (hmm... Doesn't this line looks pretty familiar? Look at the previous post too...)
The rules:
- Pick your birth month.
- Bold the 5-10 that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months.
- Tag 12 people from your friends list.
I was born in February:
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Wow, pretty long list over here. hmm... Why didn't I bold attractive and sexy since I didn't bold quiet, shy and humble too?
***
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people�s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people�s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people�s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people�s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn�t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
The rules:
- Pick your birth month.
- Bold the 5-10 that best apply to you.
- Copy to your own journal, with all twelve months.
- Tag 12 people from your friends list.
I was born in February:
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
Wow, pretty long list over here. hmm... Why didn't I bold attractive and sexy since I didn't bold quiet, shy and humble too?
***
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people�s flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves traveling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people�s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people�s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty. Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty and trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and compromising. Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people�s mistakes. Likes to criticize. Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal but not always honest. Does work well. Very confident. Sensitive. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive. Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn�t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.
NOVEMBER: Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Fine and strong clairvoyance. Can become good doctors. Dynamic in personality. Secretive. Inquisitive. Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable. Brave and generous. Patient. Stubborn and hard-hearted. If there is a will, there is a way. Determined. Never give up. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked. Loves to be alone. Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded. Motivates oneself. Does not appreciate praises. High-spirited. Well-built and tough. Deep love and emotions. Romantic. Uncertain in relationships. Homely. Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions. Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egotistic. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Good sense of humor. Logical.
The Oreo Personality Test
Got this from Gabriel, thought it looked pretty interesting. I tried the original link there but something's wrong with it.
Psychologists have discovered that the manner in which one eats Oreo cookies provides great insight into one's personality. Choose which method best describes your favorite method of eating Oreos:
1. The whole thing all at once
2. One bite at a time
3. Slow and methodical nibbles, examining the results of each bite afterwards
4. In little feverous nibbles
5. Dunked in some liquid (milk, coffee, etc.)
6. Twisted apart, the inside, then the cookie
7. Twisted apart, the inside, and toss the cookie
8. Just the cookie, not the inside
9. I just like to lick them, not eat them.
10. I don't have a favorite way because I don't like Oreo cookies.
Your Personality:
1. The whole thing all at once: You consume life with abandon, you are fun to be with, exciting, carefree with some hint of recklessness. You are totally irresponsible. No one should trust you with their children.
2. One bite at a time: You are lucky to be one of the 5.4 billion other people who eat their Oreos this very same way. Just like them, you lack imagination, but that's okay, not to worry, you're normal.
3. Slow and methodical nibbles: You follow the rules. You're very tidy and orderly. You're very meticulous in every detail with every thing you do to the point of being anal-retentive and irritating to others. Stay out of the fast lane if you're only going to go the speed limit.
4. Feverous nibbles: Your boss likes you because you get your work done quickly. You always have a million things to do and never enough time to do them. Mental breakdowns and suicides run in your family. Valium and Ritalin would do you good.
5. Dunked: Everyone likes you because you are always upbeat. You like to sugarcoat unpleasant experiences and rationalize bad situations into good ones. You are in total denial about the shambles you call a life. You have a propensity towards narcotics addiction.
6. Twisted apart, the inside, and then the cookie: You have a highly curious nature. You take pleasure in breaking things apart to find out how they work, though not always able to put them back together, so you destroy all the evidence of your activities. You deny your involvement when things go wrong. You are a compulsive liar and exhibit deviant, if not criminal, behavior.
7. Twisted apart, the inside, and then toss the cookie: You are good at business and take risks that pay off. You take what you want and throw the rest away. You are greedy, selfish, mean, and lack feelings for others. You should be ashamed of yourself. But that's ok, you don't care, you got yours.
8. Just the cookie, not the inside: You enjoy pain.
9. I just like to lick them, not eat them: Stay away from small furry animals and seek professional medical help--immediately.
10. I don't have a favorite way because I don't like Oreo cookies.: You probably come from a rich family, like to wear nice things, and go to upscale restaurants. You are particular and fussy about the things you buy, own, and wear. Things have to be just right. You like to be pampered. You are a prim.
***
I eat the whole cookie all at once, but not because I consume life with abandon, but because I'm lazy to bite and have the crumbs all over and then having to pick up after myself. Putting the whole thing into my mouth would render no crumbs at all. But because I'm so lazy, it's still true that I am totally irresponsible and no one should trust me with their children.
Psychologists have discovered that the manner in which one eats Oreo cookies provides great insight into one's personality. Choose which method best describes your favorite method of eating Oreos:
1. The whole thing all at once
2. One bite at a time
3. Slow and methodical nibbles, examining the results of each bite afterwards
4. In little feverous nibbles
5. Dunked in some liquid (milk, coffee, etc.)
6. Twisted apart, the inside, then the cookie
7. Twisted apart, the inside, and toss the cookie
8. Just the cookie, not the inside
9. I just like to lick them, not eat them.
10. I don't have a favorite way because I don't like Oreo cookies.
Your Personality:
1. The whole thing all at once: You consume life with abandon, you are fun to be with, exciting, carefree with some hint of recklessness. You are totally irresponsible. No one should trust you with their children.
2. One bite at a time: You are lucky to be one of the 5.4 billion other people who eat their Oreos this very same way. Just like them, you lack imagination, but that's okay, not to worry, you're normal.
3. Slow and methodical nibbles: You follow the rules. You're very tidy and orderly. You're very meticulous in every detail with every thing you do to the point of being anal-retentive and irritating to others. Stay out of the fast lane if you're only going to go the speed limit.
4. Feverous nibbles: Your boss likes you because you get your work done quickly. You always have a million things to do and never enough time to do them. Mental breakdowns and suicides run in your family. Valium and Ritalin would do you good.
5. Dunked: Everyone likes you because you are always upbeat. You like to sugarcoat unpleasant experiences and rationalize bad situations into good ones. You are in total denial about the shambles you call a life. You have a propensity towards narcotics addiction.
6. Twisted apart, the inside, and then the cookie: You have a highly curious nature. You take pleasure in breaking things apart to find out how they work, though not always able to put them back together, so you destroy all the evidence of your activities. You deny your involvement when things go wrong. You are a compulsive liar and exhibit deviant, if not criminal, behavior.
7. Twisted apart, the inside, and then toss the cookie: You are good at business and take risks that pay off. You take what you want and throw the rest away. You are greedy, selfish, mean, and lack feelings for others. You should be ashamed of yourself. But that's ok, you don't care, you got yours.
8. Just the cookie, not the inside: You enjoy pain.
9. I just like to lick them, not eat them: Stay away from small furry animals and seek professional medical help--immediately.
10. I don't have a favorite way because I don't like Oreo cookies.: You probably come from a rich family, like to wear nice things, and go to upscale restaurants. You are particular and fussy about the things you buy, own, and wear. Things have to be just right. You like to be pampered. You are a prim.
***
I eat the whole cookie all at once, but not because I consume life with abandon, but because I'm lazy to bite and have the crumbs all over and then having to pick up after myself. Putting the whole thing into my mouth would render no crumbs at all. But because I'm so lazy, it's still true that I am totally irresponsible and no one should trust me with their children.
Friday, November 30, 2007
What What Character I am
Which Sesame Street Character Are You? | |
 | You are Elmo. You are lovable and ticklish, and always inquisitive. Sometimes, though, your excitement about the world can make you seem childish, naive, and occasionally irritating to others. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Disney Princess Are You? | |
 | You are Pocahontas. You defy convention and sometimes do what is considered taboo. Unfortunately, others do not always appreciate your differences, so it's good that you are so strong-willed. You are loyal and you believe in fate. Your true love will find you one day. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Heroes Character Are You? | |
 | You are part Jessica. You are a two-faced bitch most of the time. Friends are friends, and enemies don't want to be your enemies. No one messes with you. |
 | You are part Claire. You're naive and still getting used to your abilities. Some more experience and assertiveness would be good for you. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Springfield Resident Are You? | |
 | You are Krusty the Clown. Being the life of the party isn't always easy. Most people adore your vibrant and unique sense of humor, even though it's just a facade disguising your cynical outlook on life. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Action Hero Are You? | |
 | You are Chuck Norris. You fight for truth and justice with a custom truck and a never-ending supply of roundhouse kicks to the face! At the peak of your career you had your own cartoon, but what you'll be remembered for is a never ending supply of internet one-liners. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Disney Villain Are You? | |
 | You are Jafar. "How many times do I have to kill you boy?" You just want to be big and powerful... Is that so much to ask? I mean, you deserve it. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles Character Are You? | |
 | You are part Michelangelo. You are laid back and all about having a good time. Cowabunga! |
 | You are part Splinter. You are patient and wise. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Harry Potter Character Are You? | |
 | You are Harry. You're a loyal and courageous friend. You'd do anything to protect the people you love, especially if it'll get you a break from class for a little while. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Fantastic 4 Character Are You? | |
 | You are The Human Torch. You're the hot-headed playboy. You like to act sooner rather than later and as a result, you really help those in need, even at the cost of your own problems. |
| Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com | |
Which Winnie the Pooh Character Are You? | |
 | You are Rabbit. You are clever, intelligent, and level-headed. You have close, loyal friendships, but you have a bit of a short temper when the people around you act foolishly. |
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Which Pixar Character Are You? | |
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This just says that I'm hell bored and hell wasting my time. haha~
Monday, October 15, 2007
My Scab
This is an update to My Lump which has been removed, and the corresponding My Wound which the stitches has been removed, and it is now healing to become My Scab.
I just had my stitches removed last Thursday. I went straight after school and ended up at the clinic waiting for an hour. But it is like that one la... There's the stupid taiji policy in place which rendered my long wait into one which amounted to nothing. After waiting for an hour, I went to see an ABC doctor who was damn rough when removing my plaster, and made me wail out in pain, then all he took was two seconds then he whisked me off to another room to get another Medical Officer to remove my stitches.
So I waited for an even longer time without a proper plaster and hence without being able to sit properly.
Then the MO came and helped me to remove the stitches. Because my appointment was supposed to be a week earlier, but because I couldn't make it, hence it was three weeks after my surgery instead of two, the MO said that my stitches were tight. And he had a harder time pulling them out. And they hurt like mad. And they bled. crap...
I was screaming. Then Someone advised me to try thinking about something I like. I hence thought about food, and then I felt the stitches poking me. I wailed out "the lobster's poking me!" which amused us all. And I still felt the pain. After that the MO stuck the plaster back on and I was to keep the wound dry for another couple of days.
So this is the scab
with all the plaster marks by the side after suffering from days and days of having been plastered left right centre.
After I removed the plaster, I still couldn't see my scab because of it's position on my body, so I had Someone describe to me what he saw. He called it a caterpillar. Thank you very much. After taking a couple of shots on my camera did I realise that this is a damn ugly caterpillar. And it's damn huge somemore.
I tried to look at it via a mirror, and realise that there's this whitish thingie on my scab. Think it's drying out quite a bit. But it still looks damn ugly.
You can see the size of the scab as compared to the size of my finger. Damn huge, damn fat, damn fugly.
And the skin around my scab is all dried and plastermarked with sticky sticky bits all around. It looks so ugly. I can't wait for my scab to drop then I'll moisturise my leg. I wonder if I'll get a big fat and ugly scar from that big fat and ugly scab anot... grr... Argh~ I don't want!!!
I think I shall upload my whole set of lump, wound and scab pictures onto my facebook~ haha~ I shall gross all my friends out!
I just had my stitches removed last Thursday. I went straight after school and ended up at the clinic waiting for an hour. But it is like that one la... There's the stupid taiji policy in place which rendered my long wait into one which amounted to nothing. After waiting for an hour, I went to see an ABC doctor who was damn rough when removing my plaster, and made me wail out in pain, then all he took was two seconds then he whisked me off to another room to get another Medical Officer to remove my stitches.
So I waited for an even longer time without a proper plaster and hence without being able to sit properly.
Then the MO came and helped me to remove the stitches. Because my appointment was supposed to be a week earlier, but because I couldn't make it, hence it was three weeks after my surgery instead of two, the MO said that my stitches were tight. And he had a harder time pulling them out. And they hurt like mad. And they bled. crap...
I was screaming. Then Someone advised me to try thinking about something I like. I hence thought about food, and then I felt the stitches poking me. I wailed out "the lobster's poking me!" which amused us all. And I still felt the pain. After that the MO stuck the plaster back on and I was to keep the wound dry for another couple of days.
So this is the scab
with all the plaster marks by the side after suffering from days and days of having been plastered left right centre.
After I removed the plaster, I still couldn't see my scab because of it's position on my body, so I had Someone describe to me what he saw. He called it a caterpillar. Thank you very much. After taking a couple of shots on my camera did I realise that this is a damn ugly caterpillar. And it's damn huge somemore.
I tried to look at it via a mirror, and realise that there's this whitish thingie on my scab. Think it's drying out quite a bit. But it still looks damn ugly.
You can see the size of the scab as compared to the size of my finger. Damn huge, damn fat, damn fugly.
And the skin around my scab is all dried and plastermarked with sticky sticky bits all around. It looks so ugly. I can't wait for my scab to drop then I'll moisturise my leg. I wonder if I'll get a big fat and ugly scar from that big fat and ugly scab anot... grr... Argh~ I don't want!!!
I think I shall upload my whole set of lump, wound and scab pictures onto my facebook~ haha~ I shall gross all my friends out!
Saturday, September 29, 2007
My Wound
This is an update from My Lump. The lump is removed, now leaving a gaping wound on my thigh, and I'm recovering now. But I've managed to take a couple of pictures of my wound to show you guys. erm... Scroll down only on an empty stomach is you are easily queasy.
I managed to get a snap shot of my wound when I went to the polyclinic to get my dressing done. The nurse took out the dressing then left the room for some unknown reason leaving me alone on the bench with nothing to do, so I whipped out the handphone can took a couple of shots. Because of the position of my wound and I can't see it while taking pictures of it, I had to take a couple of shots and wish that one is good. Thankfully, a couple, those two seen here, show the wound clearly and detailedly.
It surprised me that there were so many stitches, at least a lot for a lump like mine. Okay, the size of the lump was larger than I thought, hence the size of the wound was larger than I thought, and obviously the number of stitches would be more than what I thought before I had the operation done.
The yellow yellow is the iodine that was on my leg when I had the surgery but because I had plasters over it so I haven't had the chance to cleanse my leg of the iodine. Then there's the blueblacks all around my wound. I was quite surprised about that so I asked the doctor about it. He said it's because they had to severe the veins around the area when they operated me hence the blueblacks from the severed veins. urgh, gross...
But when you see me in person you won't see that gaping wound la, it'll be like the plaster over the wound. Actually it isn't that obvious unless you are sitting behind me and I'm walking away from you. Yup, I just realised also, I can't wear pants for the next couple of weeks. Not that I've that many pants to wear, but I realised it after I wanted to wear a pair of pants then realised that I couldn't because the wound was in the way.
The plaster picture was taken just after I visited the doctor at Alexandran Hospital. The procedure was damn dumb. First I got a queue number to visit the doctor, then I went to see him and he proceeded to remove my plaster, then the took a look at it then said it was okay and I should go get the dressing done. The he directed me to another room where I had to wait outside for my turn. It's so bureaucratic. I had to wait for my turn to get my dressing done with my fraying plaster. It's so dumb.
The antibiotics is to show you the medicine I'm been gulping down recently. I took that after I consulted UHWC, then I took that again prior to my operation, then I took that after the operation. Luckily I'm off it already. The pills are so huge. It covers on segment of my finger. I still need to take a whole bunch of painkillers, but my mother was saying that I shouldn't be relying on them.
Yup, I'm recovering. But the stitches will have to stay for another two more weeks. And I need to wait till then for the lab report also. Meanwhile still no chicken, no eggs, no seafood, no dark sauces, not "poisonous" stuff for me. :(
I managed to get a snap shot of my wound when I went to the polyclinic to get my dressing done. The nurse took out the dressing then left the room for some unknown reason leaving me alone on the bench with nothing to do, so I whipped out the handphone can took a couple of shots. Because of the position of my wound and I can't see it while taking pictures of it, I had to take a couple of shots and wish that one is good. Thankfully, a couple, those two seen here, show the wound clearly and detailedly.
It surprised me that there were so many stitches, at least a lot for a lump like mine. Okay, the size of the lump was larger than I thought, hence the size of the wound was larger than I thought, and obviously the number of stitches would be more than what I thought before I had the operation done.
The yellow yellow is the iodine that was on my leg when I had the surgery but because I had plasters over it so I haven't had the chance to cleanse my leg of the iodine. Then there's the blueblacks all around my wound. I was quite surprised about that so I asked the doctor about it. He said it's because they had to severe the veins around the area when they operated me hence the blueblacks from the severed veins. urgh, gross...
But when you see me in person you won't see that gaping wound la, it'll be like the plaster over the wound. Actually it isn't that obvious unless you are sitting behind me and I'm walking away from you. Yup, I just realised also, I can't wear pants for the next couple of weeks. Not that I've that many pants to wear, but I realised it after I wanted to wear a pair of pants then realised that I couldn't because the wound was in the way.
The plaster picture was taken just after I visited the doctor at Alexandran Hospital. The procedure was damn dumb. First I got a queue number to visit the doctor, then I went to see him and he proceeded to remove my plaster, then the took a look at it then said it was okay and I should go get the dressing done. The he directed me to another room where I had to wait outside for my turn. It's so bureaucratic. I had to wait for my turn to get my dressing done with my fraying plaster. It's so dumb.
The antibiotics is to show you the medicine I'm been gulping down recently. I took that after I consulted UHWC, then I took that again prior to my operation, then I took that after the operation. Luckily I'm off it already. The pills are so huge. It covers on segment of my finger. I still need to take a whole bunch of painkillers, but my mother was saying that I shouldn't be relying on them.
Yup, I'm recovering. But the stitches will have to stay for another two more weeks. And I need to wait till then for the lab report also. Meanwhile still no chicken, no eggs, no seafood, no dark sauces, not "poisonous" stuff for me. :(
Saturday, September 22, 2007
My Lump
For all those who know about my lump, yes, I've just had it removed yesterday at Alexandra Hospital, and I'm now recovering at home. For all those who don't know about it, yes, I've a lump and I've just surgically removed it, and I'm recovering now. For all those who know or don't know, the story goes like this.
Some time during the summer vacation, I noticed a little bump on my thigh. At first I thought it was a mosquito bite or some insect bite because it felt like a mosquito bite only that it wasn't red nor was it itchy. I didn't take much notice of it because I thought that if it weren't itchy it shouldn't be that big a deal. It would heal by itself. And I didn't bother about it.
Since I left it alone, it started growing, bigger and bigger. Then it started to hurt. It came to a time when I have problems sitting down because it was on the back of my thigh, and pressure on the lump hurt me. My parents were telling me to go see the doctor, Someone was nagging at me too, but I procrastinated. I was afraid there might be a need for me to surgically remove it.
But then came a point when I couldn't take it anymore. For my three-hour seminar classes, sitting at a same spot for long was almost torturous. My long bus rides to and fro schools were also a big problem to me. I became this inconsiderate passenger who has to prop her legs up and push on the back of the seat in front of me so as not to sit on my lump and cause me discomfort. I decided to consult a doctor about it.
By then my lump was quite big already, and it was red and swollen. Sort of like a huge mosquito bite only that it has a higher bump and it wasn't itchy. It hurt like mad when prodded.
To give you a rough gauge on its size, here's a picture in scale to my finger.
Yup, it's quite huge.
I plopped down to the University Health and Wellness Centre and asked for Dr Tan, the female doctor. Luckily I went there just before they close for lunch so I didn't have to wait that long. And luckily the female doctor was there. Although I say the lump's on my thigh, it's quite near my butt and it's on the inner sides of my thigh so it's at quite a sensitive area. haha~ Usually I get Dr Tan, but the last time I was sick Dr Tan wasn't around and I got another doctor, incidentally was also a Dr Tan. There's a lot of Dr Tans running about. Anyway, yup, after prodding at my lump and inducing a couple of ouch ouch from me, she diagnosed me as having a abrasive cyst.
She told me there was nothing she could do about it and that I needed to go to a polyclinic to get a referral to go to a hospital and get it surgically removed. I guess there's no other way of getting rid of it. At first I thought maybe can apply some liquid over to dissolve it or something less intrusive about it. My sister told me that it would rupture and after rupturing it would be better. But the doctor said it wouldn't rupture. Damn my sister for giving me false information. In the end, Dr Tan prescribed me some antibiotics to reduce the swelling and reduce some pain only. I still have to go to the polyclinic.
One good thing which I really like about UHWC, it's free! Consultation is free, and some generic medications, including what I was prescribed the other day, were free. I didn't need to come out with a single cent.
It took me another week to finally drag my little arse down to the polyclinic. I was prompted to go because my grandmother had an appointment and my mother was going with her. It was on my free day, so I went along. I asked for a female doctor again, and got this really young looking doctor who gave the same diagnosis as Dr Tan. But well, she wrote me the referral and off I went to make an appointment.
The thing about referrals and appointments with government hospitals is that the waiting time is very long. I needed another one and a half weeks for my appointment at Alexandra Hospital. Apparently Alexandra Hospital has one of the shortest waiting time, so I'm quite lucky to get a slot there.
When I finally managed to see a specialist for my lump, he made the same diagnosis as the earlier two doctors. erm, yes, I had a male doctor for the final diagnosis, and yes, I needed to hear from yet another person what I've already heard from two other doctors. This male doctor was yet another young looking doctor. Think he and the polyclinic doctor's combined age would be the same as the age of Dr Tan lor. Guess all the older doctors all venture private after completing their bond or something.
Then I made the appointment to go for surgery. The date was set to another two weeks later. Yesterday.
The appointment time was 2.15pm, I was to check into the day surgery ward. Since it was in the afternoon, I went down to school in the morning first. But I decided against having my usual coffee and opted for a more soothing Jasmine Green Tea with Honey. I was a bunch of nerves lor. After school, S came down to accompany me to the hospital. We took 33 from Kent Ridge Terminal directly to the hospital. Then we met my parents who were already there and I checked in.
I was directed to a bed, then I changed into my hospital gown and lay there and waited.
And waited.
And waited.
We waited until my dad decided to go back to work. My mum sat by the TV area and fell asleep. I lay on my bed and fell asleep. S crouched over my side and also fell asleep. And we waited.
And waited.
And waited.
It wasn't until 6+pm when I was wheeled to the operating theatre. It was quite cool that I sat in the wheelchair and the porter took me to the operating theatre. The whole nua nua idea of not needing to walk appealled to me, but of course, choy choy, it's only for once in a while la. erm, think don't want la. No, don't want to sit in wheelchair again.
Anyway, I went to the operating theatre and waited there. It was so pathetic, I sat on the chair there with a bunch of outdated tabloid magazines from summer 2006, with cover stories like "Brad says he still loves Jen", "Nicole's so thin her friends fear she's dying" and stuff like that. I read through two of those magazine just to while time away.
I only climbed onto the operating bed at 7.15pm and it was a hell long time of torture. I was awkwardly exposed, and I was menstrating, and it was cold, and there were many people in the operating theatre, think there were a few trainees or something. I was given local anesthaesia so I was fully conscious about what's going on, and I heard everything.
It was like I could feel my flesh being tugged at, and whenever the surgeons accidentally go somewhere further than the locality I could feel the pain. Oh, and I almost forgot the injection itself was goddamn painful. I scrunched up my face and teared lor. Then throughout the whole operation, I could hear the doctors commenting about everything, and even hear their chit chatting, then I heard the *snip snip* sounds of their scissors. I lay on my tummy with my face on the pillow and cried into the pillow.
It's not really because of the pain that I cried, but also because of the stress of the position I was in that I cried. Quite jialat.
Then after the lump was removed, the theatre was left with one doctor stitching me up, but seconds still went by like hours. Even after the stitching was done, my legs were scrubbed with iodine before I could get up. Yes, I could start walking immediately after. Amazing. When I got up, the first thing I notice was a pool of blood on the bed and all over my operating gown. But my thigh didn't hurt that much and I could walk and sit and I was made to sit on the wheelchair to wait for my porter to come and fetch me back to my bed.
And I waited.
And waited.
And waited.
I waited for like another hour before I was wheeled back to my bed. By then it was already 8.30pm.
But in a way, because it took me that long, I managed to see my lump in its full glory. There sitting in a bottle waiting to be sent to the labs to be examined was a lump as shown in the below hand-drawn picture.
There it was, red, yellowy and huge. You can't tell from looking at the pictures of them from the surfact of my skin, now wonder it hurt like mad when I sat on it.
Anyway, I went back to my bed and had some milo and sandwich and waited for my dad to come. Then I changed out of my hospital gowns while my dad went to collect my prescription. Then I was discharged.
I was told to visit a polyclinic on Monday to get my dressing changed, and set an appointment on Thursday to do a follow up of my operation. I don't know if my stitches would be removed them, but well, see how la.
But this morning I was itching to take a shower, so I got my dad to help me change the dressing and put on the waterproof plaster thingie, but the plaster that the hospital gave was smaller than my wound and my dad cut up the plasters and stuck two on me. That was quite a fiasco because I took a shower and the water went in. In the end my dad went down back to get my late grandfather's old plasters to put them on me. That time when my grandfather was sick, my dad had to learn how to do this sort of dressings so that he could do it for my grandfather instead of paying nurses to do it.
My wound's not in a very obvious position for me to see, but just now when the two plasters were falling apart I caught sight of my wound, it was bleeding and I saw the black stitches, one of them was poking out. gross. I didn't take pictures of it but see how la. If got the chance, maybe I'll try taking pictures of it. haha~
Yup, it still hurting a bit, and my dad's told me not to move about too much, so I'm effectively bedridden. Thanks for everyone's concer, if you're concerned about it~ I wish to get well soon. At the very least, I want to get well so that I can ingest food into me. I'm told to stay offlimits from chicken, eggs, seafood, and whatnots. I'm currently on a pork and carbs diet. I'll grow fat~
Some time during the summer vacation, I noticed a little bump on my thigh. At first I thought it was a mosquito bite or some insect bite because it felt like a mosquito bite only that it wasn't red nor was it itchy. I didn't take much notice of it because I thought that if it weren't itchy it shouldn't be that big a deal. It would heal by itself. And I didn't bother about it.
Since I left it alone, it started growing, bigger and bigger. Then it started to hurt. It came to a time when I have problems sitting down because it was on the back of my thigh, and pressure on the lump hurt me. My parents were telling me to go see the doctor, Someone was nagging at me too, but I procrastinated. I was afraid there might be a need for me to surgically remove it.
But then came a point when I couldn't take it anymore. For my three-hour seminar classes, sitting at a same spot for long was almost torturous. My long bus rides to and fro schools were also a big problem to me. I became this inconsiderate passenger who has to prop her legs up and push on the back of the seat in front of me so as not to sit on my lump and cause me discomfort. I decided to consult a doctor about it.
By then my lump was quite big already, and it was red and swollen. Sort of like a huge mosquito bite only that it has a higher bump and it wasn't itchy. It hurt like mad when prodded.
To give you a rough gauge on its size, here's a picture in scale to my finger.
Yup, it's quite huge.
I plopped down to the University Health and Wellness Centre and asked for Dr Tan, the female doctor. Luckily I went there just before they close for lunch so I didn't have to wait that long. And luckily the female doctor was there. Although I say the lump's on my thigh, it's quite near my butt and it's on the inner sides of my thigh so it's at quite a sensitive area. haha~ Usually I get Dr Tan, but the last time I was sick Dr Tan wasn't around and I got another doctor, incidentally was also a Dr Tan. There's a lot of Dr Tans running about. Anyway, yup, after prodding at my lump and inducing a couple of ouch ouch from me, she diagnosed me as having a abrasive cyst.
She told me there was nothing she could do about it and that I needed to go to a polyclinic to get a referral to go to a hospital and get it surgically removed. I guess there's no other way of getting rid of it. At first I thought maybe can apply some liquid over to dissolve it or something less intrusive about it. My sister told me that it would rupture and after rupturing it would be better. But the doctor said it wouldn't rupture. Damn my sister for giving me false information. In the end, Dr Tan prescribed me some antibiotics to reduce the swelling and reduce some pain only. I still have to go to the polyclinic.
One good thing which I really like about UHWC, it's free! Consultation is free, and some generic medications, including what I was prescribed the other day, were free. I didn't need to come out with a single cent.
It took me another week to finally drag my little arse down to the polyclinic. I was prompted to go because my grandmother had an appointment and my mother was going with her. It was on my free day, so I went along. I asked for a female doctor again, and got this really young looking doctor who gave the same diagnosis as Dr Tan. But well, she wrote me the referral and off I went to make an appointment.
The thing about referrals and appointments with government hospitals is that the waiting time is very long. I needed another one and a half weeks for my appointment at Alexandra Hospital. Apparently Alexandra Hospital has one of the shortest waiting time, so I'm quite lucky to get a slot there.
When I finally managed to see a specialist for my lump, he made the same diagnosis as the earlier two doctors. erm, yes, I had a male doctor for the final diagnosis, and yes, I needed to hear from yet another person what I've already heard from two other doctors. This male doctor was yet another young looking doctor. Think he and the polyclinic doctor's combined age would be the same as the age of Dr Tan lor. Guess all the older doctors all venture private after completing their bond or something.
Then I made the appointment to go for surgery. The date was set to another two weeks later. Yesterday.
The appointment time was 2.15pm, I was to check into the day surgery ward. Since it was in the afternoon, I went down to school in the morning first. But I decided against having my usual coffee and opted for a more soothing Jasmine Green Tea with Honey. I was a bunch of nerves lor. After school, S came down to accompany me to the hospital. We took 33 from Kent Ridge Terminal directly to the hospital. Then we met my parents who were already there and I checked in.
I was directed to a bed, then I changed into my hospital gown and lay there and waited.
And waited.
And waited.
We waited until my dad decided to go back to work. My mum sat by the TV area and fell asleep. I lay on my bed and fell asleep. S crouched over my side and also fell asleep. And we waited.
And waited.
And waited.
It wasn't until 6+pm when I was wheeled to the operating theatre. It was quite cool that I sat in the wheelchair and the porter took me to the operating theatre. The whole nua nua idea of not needing to walk appealled to me, but of course, choy choy, it's only for once in a while la. erm, think don't want la. No, don't want to sit in wheelchair again.
Anyway, I went to the operating theatre and waited there. It was so pathetic, I sat on the chair there with a bunch of outdated tabloid magazines from summer 2006, with cover stories like "Brad says he still loves Jen", "Nicole's so thin her friends fear she's dying" and stuff like that. I read through two of those magazine just to while time away.
I only climbed onto the operating bed at 7.15pm and it was a hell long time of torture. I was awkwardly exposed, and I was menstrating, and it was cold, and there were many people in the operating theatre, think there were a few trainees or something. I was given local anesthaesia so I was fully conscious about what's going on, and I heard everything.
It was like I could feel my flesh being tugged at, and whenever the surgeons accidentally go somewhere further than the locality I could feel the pain. Oh, and I almost forgot the injection itself was goddamn painful. I scrunched up my face and teared lor. Then throughout the whole operation, I could hear the doctors commenting about everything, and even hear their chit chatting, then I heard the *snip snip* sounds of their scissors. I lay on my tummy with my face on the pillow and cried into the pillow.
It's not really because of the pain that I cried, but also because of the stress of the position I was in that I cried. Quite jialat.
Then after the lump was removed, the theatre was left with one doctor stitching me up, but seconds still went by like hours. Even after the stitching was done, my legs were scrubbed with iodine before I could get up. Yes, I could start walking immediately after. Amazing. When I got up, the first thing I notice was a pool of blood on the bed and all over my operating gown. But my thigh didn't hurt that much and I could walk and sit and I was made to sit on the wheelchair to wait for my porter to come and fetch me back to my bed.
And I waited.
And waited.
And waited.
I waited for like another hour before I was wheeled back to my bed. By then it was already 8.30pm.
But in a way, because it took me that long, I managed to see my lump in its full glory. There sitting in a bottle waiting to be sent to the labs to be examined was a lump as shown in the below hand-drawn picture.
There it was, red, yellowy and huge. You can't tell from looking at the pictures of them from the surfact of my skin, now wonder it hurt like mad when I sat on it.
Anyway, I went back to my bed and had some milo and sandwich and waited for my dad to come. Then I changed out of my hospital gowns while my dad went to collect my prescription. Then I was discharged.
I was told to visit a polyclinic on Monday to get my dressing changed, and set an appointment on Thursday to do a follow up of my operation. I don't know if my stitches would be removed them, but well, see how la.
But this morning I was itching to take a shower, so I got my dad to help me change the dressing and put on the waterproof plaster thingie, but the plaster that the hospital gave was smaller than my wound and my dad cut up the plasters and stuck two on me. That was quite a fiasco because I took a shower and the water went in. In the end my dad went down back to get my late grandfather's old plasters to put them on me. That time when my grandfather was sick, my dad had to learn how to do this sort of dressings so that he could do it for my grandfather instead of paying nurses to do it.
My wound's not in a very obvious position for me to see, but just now when the two plasters were falling apart I caught sight of my wound, it was bleeding and I saw the black stitches, one of them was poking out. gross. I didn't take pictures of it but see how la. If got the chance, maybe I'll try taking pictures of it. haha~
Yup, it still hurting a bit, and my dad's told me not to move about too much, so I'm effectively bedridden. Thanks for everyone's concer, if you're concerned about it~ I wish to get well soon. At the very least, I want to get well so that I can ingest food into me. I'm told to stay offlimits from chicken, eggs, seafood, and whatnots. I'm currently on a pork and carbs diet. I'll grow fat~
Thursday, September 13, 2007
My Face
Recently, the doctor prescribed me this acne cream to apply on my face twice a day, which I did it religiously. Because it was skin coloured, when I applied it in the day, I had it on and went out, albeit with concealer and loose powder over it, but it's was okay. The face was less oily, so I thought it was finally one good cream which can cure my face of spots. But alas, that was not to be so.
Then one day, I realised that my face was flaking, and peeling, at the areas where there is acne. Then worse was the T-zone started reddening with little bumps. The first day that happened, I ignored it and continued with the acne cream prescribed to me. But the second day I couldn't ignore it anymore. I don't think it was any other factor because my facial wash was a regular one and I've been on that concealer and loose powder regiment for years already.
Then I decided to stop putting on the cream to see if the face would be less flaky. But it was still quite jialat. Desperate calls for desperate measures. I decided to chang emy facial wash. My normal facial was is for oily and blemished skin and is quite drying, so I thought it might aggravated my this condition. I changed it to a non-soapy deep purifying wash which was mainly for conbination skin which I thought was more suitable for my skin. The nose and forehead were still oily even though the cheeks and chin were dried up.
But it didn't much alleviate my condition. Desperater calls for desperater measures. I started applying moisture cream on the flaking areas. I applied it three times. And thankfully my face is better now.
I don't know if it's the effects of the acne cream waning off, or the change of facial wash helped or was it the moisture cream, but luckily the combination of everything helped.
I was just telling Jasmine today about my vanity regiment. I swear by my concealer and loose powder. I'm so reliant on it that now without my concealer and loose powder, I will not leave the house. My face isn't really too jialat that lorry will langgar, but the spots can be quite red, so I'd conceal the spots.
The thing about concealers is that not every concealer looks natural on the face. I started out with crayon concealers which looks patchy on the face, so it must go with foundation, but that would end up making the face look heavily pale, and blusher and eye shadows only make the face look heavily made up and totally unnatural. Liquid conceals are also not a good choice because they are very light, and hence need the heavier foundation to cover up the spots. Hence, I use cream concealers, from Body Shop, heavy enough to conceal but light enough to smudge.
There's still a bit of patches on the face, so I use loose powder to even out my face texture and to smoothen the patches out. This creates a very natural looking spotless face.
I know some people go all in for a doll-like make up, looking totally artifcial and everything. I agree that it looks nice, and if I've the time to doll up I sure want to look like that, but it's not really suitable for all occasions. Most of the time I still like to masquerade myself as a natural beauty. Many friends have been commenting that my complexion's a lot better than before, but I'm really sad to tell them that I'm a farce. It'd be nice for the normal people walking by me to think that my complexion's good even though I know that under the concealer I'm just a spotty girl.
Sometimes having too heavy a make up is also no good. People will talk about vanity and shallowness and whatever negative remarks that come along with the act chio buay chio kind of girls. I don't like to invite that sort of remarks even though I know that I might just be the vainness of them all just because I think about all these stuff.
Ya, sorry to burst your bubble, I don't have a good complexion. And all those photos of me are not how I look after I bathe. But the great thing of it all, concealer saves me from needing to photoshop. At least I don't photo enhance my face. What you see in my pictures is still what you see me in person, unless u get to see me in my rawest form.
Then one day, I realised that my face was flaking, and peeling, at the areas where there is acne. Then worse was the T-zone started reddening with little bumps. The first day that happened, I ignored it and continued with the acne cream prescribed to me. But the second day I couldn't ignore it anymore. I don't think it was any other factor because my facial wash was a regular one and I've been on that concealer and loose powder regiment for years already.
Then I decided to stop putting on the cream to see if the face would be less flaky. But it was still quite jialat. Desperate calls for desperate measures. I decided to chang emy facial wash. My normal facial was is for oily and blemished skin and is quite drying, so I thought it might aggravated my this condition. I changed it to a non-soapy deep purifying wash which was mainly for conbination skin which I thought was more suitable for my skin. The nose and forehead were still oily even though the cheeks and chin were dried up.
But it didn't much alleviate my condition. Desperater calls for desperater measures. I started applying moisture cream on the flaking areas. I applied it three times. And thankfully my face is better now.
I don't know if it's the effects of the acne cream waning off, or the change of facial wash helped or was it the moisture cream, but luckily the combination of everything helped.
I was just telling Jasmine today about my vanity regiment. I swear by my concealer and loose powder. I'm so reliant on it that now without my concealer and loose powder, I will not leave the house. My face isn't really too jialat that lorry will langgar, but the spots can be quite red, so I'd conceal the spots.
The thing about concealers is that not every concealer looks natural on the face. I started out with crayon concealers which looks patchy on the face, so it must go with foundation, but that would end up making the face look heavily pale, and blusher and eye shadows only make the face look heavily made up and totally unnatural. Liquid conceals are also not a good choice because they are very light, and hence need the heavier foundation to cover up the spots. Hence, I use cream concealers, from Body Shop, heavy enough to conceal but light enough to smudge.
There's still a bit of patches on the face, so I use loose powder to even out my face texture and to smoothen the patches out. This creates a very natural looking spotless face.
I know some people go all in for a doll-like make up, looking totally artifcial and everything. I agree that it looks nice, and if I've the time to doll up I sure want to look like that, but it's not really suitable for all occasions. Most of the time I still like to masquerade myself as a natural beauty. Many friends have been commenting that my complexion's a lot better than before, but I'm really sad to tell them that I'm a farce. It'd be nice for the normal people walking by me to think that my complexion's good even though I know that under the concealer I'm just a spotty girl.
Sometimes having too heavy a make up is also no good. People will talk about vanity and shallowness and whatever negative remarks that come along with the act chio buay chio kind of girls. I don't like to invite that sort of remarks even though I know that I might just be the vainness of them all just because I think about all these stuff.
Ya, sorry to burst your bubble, I don't have a good complexion. And all those photos of me are not how I look after I bathe. But the great thing of it all, concealer saves me from needing to photoshop. At least I don't photo enhance my face. What you see in my pictures is still what you see me in person, unless u get to see me in my rawest form.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
Tagged
I received an email from a blog reader of mine saying that he tagged me on his blog. I went by his blog and found out that he's this cute young boy from malta. haha~ I shall be nice and do up this meme, I can't bring myself to bully a young boy.
1. Where is your cell phone?
Beside me, switched off because I'm uploading photos now.
2. Relationship?
hmm... What kind of relationship?
3. Your hair?
Black, natural dark brown.
4. Your favorite thing?
I don't know, don't really favour any of my stuff more than other stuff, I love everything
5. Your dream last night?
Last night don't have.
6. Your favorite drink?
Recently it's been ice lemon tea, trying to cut down on the coke intake.
6. Your dream car?
CLK
7. The room you're in?
My room.
8. Your shoes?
I very seldom wear shoes already, mostly slippers and sandals. I swear by my Birkies!
9. Your fears?
I fear losing something dear to me.
10. What do you want to be in 10 years?
Rich, famous, successful. Ya, right...
I want to be 50kg light, now tomorrow, next year, next decade...
11. Who did you hang out with this weekend?
Last weekend? Saturday night was with the German class people, Sunday was with Someone piahing my essay.
12. What are you not good at?
A lot of things, too much to think of at the moment.
13. One of your wish list items?
Food.
I want to eat seafood buffet, international buffet, bbq, bunch, neverending supply of sausages.
And then not grow fat.
14. Where you grew up?
Here there everywhere.
15. Last thing you did?
Flaring up at Someone.
16. What are you wearing?
Clothes.
17. What aren't you wearing?
Bra.
I don't wear bra at home.
18. Your pet?
Don't have.
19. Your mood?
A bit antagonistic.
20. What are you thinking about right now?
Why is he so like that one??? Why he always like that one??? Why???
21. Your car?
Don't have.
But I'm learning how to drive now! But the problem is that my kah (leg) keeps jerking, then the car will jerk. grr...
22. Your kitchen?
It's not mine, more like the mother's. It's very very tiny.
23. Your summer?
It was great, really great.
24. Your favorite color?
Magenta.
25. Last time you laughed?
Yesterday. A big real laugh, because I was too high from my presentation, so I was a bit crazy crazy.
26. Love?
My love has become very selfish. Perhaps as one grows older, or different things happen under different circumstances, one's mindset would change. I used to think that love is sacrifice and tolerance, yet now I'm plain plain selfish and demanding. My heart is hardening I guess... haha...
I don't tag people, so if you want to do it just do it, then let me know or something if I don't already read your blog. Have a nice day folks, and nice meeting you ninuhadida/Jean-Paul~
1. Where is your cell phone?
Beside me, switched off because I'm uploading photos now.
2. Relationship?
hmm... What kind of relationship?
3. Your hair?
Black, natural dark brown.
4. Your favorite thing?
I don't know, don't really favour any of my stuff more than other stuff, I love everything
5. Your dream last night?
Last night don't have.
6. Your favorite drink?
Recently it's been ice lemon tea, trying to cut down on the coke intake.
6. Your dream car?
CLK
7. The room you're in?
My room.
8. Your shoes?
I very seldom wear shoes already, mostly slippers and sandals. I swear by my Birkies!
9. Your fears?
I fear losing something dear to me.
10. What do you want to be in 10 years?
Rich, famous, successful. Ya, right...
I want to be 50kg light, now tomorrow, next year, next decade...
11. Who did you hang out with this weekend?
Last weekend? Saturday night was with the German class people, Sunday was with Someone piahing my essay.
12. What are you not good at?
A lot of things, too much to think of at the moment.
13. One of your wish list items?
Food.
I want to eat seafood buffet, international buffet, bbq, bunch, neverending supply of sausages.
And then not grow fat.
14. Where you grew up?
Here there everywhere.
15. Last thing you did?
Flaring up at Someone.
16. What are you wearing?
Clothes.
17. What aren't you wearing?
Bra.
I don't wear bra at home.
18. Your pet?
Don't have.
19. Your mood?
A bit antagonistic.
20. What are you thinking about right now?
Why is he so like that one??? Why he always like that one??? Why???
21. Your car?
Don't have.
But I'm learning how to drive now! But the problem is that my kah (leg) keeps jerking, then the car will jerk. grr...
22. Your kitchen?
It's not mine, more like the mother's. It's very very tiny.
23. Your summer?
It was great, really great.
24. Your favorite color?
Magenta.
25. Last time you laughed?
Yesterday. A big real laugh, because I was too high from my presentation, so I was a bit crazy crazy.
26. Love?
My love has become very selfish. Perhaps as one grows older, or different things happen under different circumstances, one's mindset would change. I used to think that love is sacrifice and tolerance, yet now I'm plain plain selfish and demanding. My heart is hardening I guess... haha...
I don't tag people, so if you want to do it just do it, then let me know or something if I don't already read your blog. Have a nice day folks, and nice meeting you ninuhadida/Jean-Paul~
Saturday, August 25, 2007
Me Is Severus Snape
 | You scored as Severus Snape, Well you're a tricky one aren't you? Nobody quite has you figured out and you'd probably prefer it stayed that way. That said you are a formidable force by anyone's reckoning, but there is certainly more to you than a frosty exterior and a bitter temper.
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hmm... My top two results are both Slytherins... Okay la, they aren't really that bad people, and somehow I don't find many Griffindors that likeable either. Think I did another test before, the sorting hat quiz and I was sorted into Slytherin. haha~ I see Lord Voldermort as Hitler, and the Death Eaters as the SS, the Order of the Phoenix as the British, and Harry Potter as Churchill. Indeed Hitler is evil, but he does have some redeeming points that actually enabled him to garner the support of a clout of people. Not all the SS are bad, some are there because they were forced by circumstances. erm... Regarding the Brits and Churchill, there are detractors too even though most of the time Churchill is portrayed as a great war leader.
Okay, think I'm crapping too much. Been doing too many readings on war and dictators and british prime ministers.
Oh, and I must say, my favourite part of the Deathly Hallows was when Snape asked Harry Potter to look into his eyes just before he died. It's so subtle yet so touching~
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Personality Test
My sister just came home and asked me a series of questions, she said that the test was very accurate on her, but as she was asking me the questions and hearing my answers, she concluded that the test was not true on me.
The test as follows:
You walk into a forest along a mud path. In the darkness, you see an animal among the bushes, what is that animal you see? It can be any animal.
Then you continue walking until you hear a rustling sound, what animal can you see coming from behind the leaves?
After walking for some time, you see a river with a bridge across. On a scale of one to ten, what is the speed of the river flowing?
After crossing the river, you come across a deserted house. You knock and enter the house, there is nobody inside. The first thing you see is a table, what shape is it?
How many chairs accompanies the table?
On top of the table you see a chandeliar. How many candles does it hold?
How many candles are lighted? Or how many candles do you light up?
You walk into the kitchen and open the fridge. You see a jug of water. You put it on the table. What material is the jug made of?
How full is the jug of water?
You walk out of the house and see a sky full of stars. What are your first three thoughts/feelings?
You fall asleep and wake up on a deserted island. What is the first thing you say/exclaim?
The first animal I said I saw was a deer because that seemed like a normal animal, and of course I didn't want to think of any animal that might possibly be dangerous, sekali it come and attack me. The first animal that you see is supposed to be your significant other.
The second animal I said I saw was a rabbit. I don't know why I thought of a rabbit, but that was the first thing I thought of. Hunting in the forest, deers and rabbits sounds normal and abundant. That second animal is supposed to signify yourself, which was when my sister started saying that this test is not accurate for me. *thanks hor*
The speed of the river I said was at 7. I had wanted to say 10 because in my mind I pictured the river to be flowing very fast, but I didn't want to say 10 because I was afraid that the bridge would break then I'd definitely cannot make it, so I said 7. The speed of the river is supposed to signify your sex drive. erm...
The shape of the table I pictured in my mind was a big round table, circular shaped. The shape of the table is supposed to represent how fexible you are. If the table is square or rectangle or something angular then it means that you are not flexible, but rounded tables are more fexlible. erm... Ya, even my sister says that I'm not a very flexible person. Then since I was thinking of a big round table like the banquet kind, so I said that my table has 10 chairs around it. My sister was like "so many?" Apparently it's supposed to stand for how many close friends you have. hmm... I have 10 close friends?
Then since I was picturing a banquet table, I also imagined a very grand chandeliar. So I said that mine had 500 candles and all was lit up. Apparently my sister said that the candles that lit up signify you generousity. At that juncture was sister was spasming with laughter and disbelief. Ya, I'm not a very generous person, self-centred and selfish and indulgent are more apt words to describe me. haha~
I had a glass jug filled full with water. The material of the jug represents your heart in a relationship, how fragile it is. The water level of the jug signifies your commitment level in the relationship. erm... Those who know me should know that I've a very big problem with commitments. oops...
On seeing the stars, I thought about nothing much in particular, only some pretty mundane stuff like "wah, so pretty", "wah, so many stars", "wah, it's so windy tonight". erm... It is supposed that the three things that you think about are the things that you think are the most important things to you at this present moment. erm... So is it true that at this juncture in my life, nothing at all is important to me?
Waking up the first thing to find myself at a deserted island, my first thought was "oh, shit!" My sister spasmed with laughter again. She said that that's the first thing you'd think about after the first time you have sex. Oh... So I'm supposed to go "oh, shit!"? Like in the sense of what? "Did you remember to put on the condoms?" or "We forgot about the protection measures." Holy crap...
Yup, is this personality test true for you?
The test as follows:
You walk into a forest along a mud path. In the darkness, you see an animal among the bushes, what is that animal you see? It can be any animal.
Then you continue walking until you hear a rustling sound, what animal can you see coming from behind the leaves?
After walking for some time, you see a river with a bridge across. On a scale of one to ten, what is the speed of the river flowing?
After crossing the river, you come across a deserted house. You knock and enter the house, there is nobody inside. The first thing you see is a table, what shape is it?
How many chairs accompanies the table?
On top of the table you see a chandeliar. How many candles does it hold?
How many candles are lighted? Or how many candles do you light up?
You walk into the kitchen and open the fridge. You see a jug of water. You put it on the table. What material is the jug made of?
How full is the jug of water?
You walk out of the house and see a sky full of stars. What are your first three thoughts/feelings?
You fall asleep and wake up on a deserted island. What is the first thing you say/exclaim?
The first animal I said I saw was a deer because that seemed like a normal animal, and of course I didn't want to think of any animal that might possibly be dangerous, sekali it come and attack me. The first animal that you see is supposed to be your significant other.
The second animal I said I saw was a rabbit. I don't know why I thought of a rabbit, but that was the first thing I thought of. Hunting in the forest, deers and rabbits sounds normal and abundant. That second animal is supposed to signify yourself, which was when my sister started saying that this test is not accurate for me. *thanks hor*
The speed of the river I said was at 7. I had wanted to say 10 because in my mind I pictured the river to be flowing very fast, but I didn't want to say 10 because I was afraid that the bridge would break then I'd definitely cannot make it, so I said 7. The speed of the river is supposed to signify your sex drive. erm...
The shape of the table I pictured in my mind was a big round table, circular shaped. The shape of the table is supposed to represent how fexible you are. If the table is square or rectangle or something angular then it means that you are not flexible, but rounded tables are more fexlible. erm... Ya, even my sister says that I'm not a very flexible person. Then since I was thinking of a big round table like the banquet kind, so I said that my table has 10 chairs around it. My sister was like "so many?" Apparently it's supposed to stand for how many close friends you have. hmm... I have 10 close friends?
Then since I was picturing a banquet table, I also imagined a very grand chandeliar. So I said that mine had 500 candles and all was lit up. Apparently my sister said that the candles that lit up signify you generousity. At that juncture was sister was spasming with laughter and disbelief. Ya, I'm not a very generous person, self-centred and selfish and indulgent are more apt words to describe me. haha~
I had a glass jug filled full with water. The material of the jug represents your heart in a relationship, how fragile it is. The water level of the jug signifies your commitment level in the relationship. erm... Those who know me should know that I've a very big problem with commitments. oops...
On seeing the stars, I thought about nothing much in particular, only some pretty mundane stuff like "wah, so pretty", "wah, so many stars", "wah, it's so windy tonight". erm... It is supposed that the three things that you think about are the things that you think are the most important things to you at this present moment. erm... So is it true that at this juncture in my life, nothing at all is important to me?
Waking up the first thing to find myself at a deserted island, my first thought was "oh, shit!" My sister spasmed with laughter again. She said that that's the first thing you'd think about after the first time you have sex. Oh... So I'm supposed to go "oh, shit!"? Like in the sense of what? "Did you remember to put on the condoms?" or "We forgot about the protection measures." Holy crap...
Yup, is this personality test true for you?
Saturday, August 11, 2007
10 Weird Habits Meme
Rules of the game : **Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. **People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. **At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!
1. I like to - lie on my bed on my tummy.
2. I am allowed - to do whatever I want, but I have enough sensibility to not go overboard.
3. My favourite part of my body is - legs, well, almost.
4. If I could fix one part of my human body - I want to erase all the pimples, zap away all the fats round my tummy, remove all the stretch marks on my thighs, oh, did you say one part?
5. I hate - growing fat, growing pimples, and growing old!
6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date - erm... erm... erm... No comments here leh...
7. If I could date a male celebrity, it’s - Wubai!
8. I’m attracted to - food, when I see food I'd be drawn over to them like two opposite poles of a magnet.
9. I hate it - most when I know I shouldn't be eating because I'm ballooning, but I cannot help but want to eat because the food looks too appealing to me and it's calling out for me.
10. I prefer to sleep - with my head sandwiched between two pillows, and have the one on top just covering my forehead keeping it snug and warm.
I won't be tagging anyone since I just picked it up from around the world wide web.
1. I like to - lie on my bed on my tummy.
2. I am allowed - to do whatever I want, but I have enough sensibility to not go overboard.
3. My favourite part of my body is - legs, well, almost.
4. If I could fix one part of my human body - I want to erase all the pimples, zap away all the fats round my tummy, remove all the stretch marks on my thighs, oh, did you say one part?
5. I hate - growing fat, growing pimples, and growing old!
6. If I could date a female celebrity, I would date - erm... erm... erm... No comments here leh...
7. If I could date a male celebrity, it’s - Wubai!
8. I’m attracted to - food, when I see food I'd be drawn over to them like two opposite poles of a magnet.
9. I hate it - most when I know I shouldn't be eating because I'm ballooning, but I cannot help but want to eat because the food looks too appealing to me and it's calling out for me.
10. I prefer to sleep - with my head sandwiched between two pillows, and have the one on top just covering my forehead keeping it snug and warm.
I won't be tagging anyone since I just picked it up from around the world wide web.
Sunday, July 29, 2007
Spelling Test
Mingle2 - Free Online Dating
*clap clap*
It's really quite amazing that a lot of people can get simple stuff like this wrong, it's not difficult, it's just well, too basic that people just forget about it. Yup, primary school English lessons all over again.
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Memes
Birthday Meme
Rules: list out 3 events, 2 births and 1 holiday which occured on the day of your birthday.
3 Events
1932 - Adolf Hitler obtains the German citizenship by naturalization, opening the opportunity for him to run in the 1932 election for Reichspräsident.
1956 - In his speech On the Personality Cult and its Consequences Soviet leader Nikita Khrushchev denounces the actions of Joseph Stalin.
1986 - EDSA Revolution: President Ferdinand Marcos of the Philippines flees the nation after 21 years of rule; Corazon Aquino becomes the first Filipino woman president.
2 Births
1966 - Téa Leoni, American actress.
1981 - Park Ji-Sung, South Korean footballer.
1 Holiday
People Power Day, special holiday in the Philippines.
The Four Meme
Four jobs you’ve had in your life:
- John Little temp staff
- temp GRO at Ritz Carlton
- English tuition teacher
- salesgirl at bazaars and other non-paid events
Four places you’ve lived:
- Jurong East
- Maju Ave
- PGP
- KFH
Four places you’ve been on vacation to:
- Europe
- Beijing
- Gold Coast
- Hong Kong
Four of your favourite foods:
- Seafood
- Meat
- Eggs
- Mango
Four places you’d rather be right now:
- somewhere with lots and lots of food
- on a cruise
- at a beach resort
- KBox
PS: Okay, I know it's very uncharacteristic of Joan not to comment on every single thing she has listed, but Joan is really very jaded now and her brain is already on autopilot mode, so until she gets her brain started up again, ciao for now~
Rules: list out 3 events, 2 births and 1 holiday which occured on the day of your birthday.
3 Events
1932 - Adolf Hitler obtains the German citizenship by naturalization, opening the opportunity for him to run in the 1932 election for Reichspräsident.
1956 - In his speech On the Personality Cult and its Consequences Soviet leader Nikita Khrushchev denounces the actions of Joseph Stalin.
1986 - EDSA Revolution: President Ferdinand Marcos of the Philippines flees the nation after 21 years of rule; Corazon Aquino becomes the first Filipino woman president.
2 Births
1966 - Téa Leoni, American actress.
1981 - Park Ji-Sung, South Korean footballer.
1 Holiday
People Power Day, special holiday in the Philippines.
The Four Meme
Four jobs you’ve had in your life:
- John Little temp staff
- temp GRO at Ritz Carlton
- English tuition teacher
- salesgirl at bazaars and other non-paid events
Four places you’ve lived:
- Jurong East
- Maju Ave
- PGP
- KFH
Four places you’ve been on vacation to:
- Europe
- Beijing
- Gold Coast
- Hong Kong
Four of your favourite foods:
- Seafood
- Meat
- Eggs
- Mango
Four places you’d rather be right now:
- somewhere with lots and lots of food
- on a cruise
- at a beach resort
- KBox
PS: Okay, I know it's very uncharacteristic of Joan not to comment on every single thing she has listed, but Joan is really very jaded now and her brain is already on autopilot mode, so until she gets her brain started up again, ciao for now~
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
What's My Blog Rated?
Mingle2 - Free Online Dating
At first I was like what the fuck la, I also don't really talk about adult stuff, no sex, no porn, nothing at all. Then I read the fine print...
"This rating was determined based on the presence of the following words:
death (7x) dead (4x) anal (3x) shit (2x) suck (1x)"
erm...
I only talk about death and dead because my grandfather just passed away mah, and my computer died on me, and my phone memory card also died. But weirdly, this rathing system like didn't run a check on words like sex and porn and stuff leh... And like don't have fuck also...
Dunno... Anyway, ya, I curse and swear a lot. I am crude, I am vulgar, I am lupsup. I am everything your mother would despise. But my blog still is quite clean, no sex, no sordid stories, no porn pictures at all. Wait... My short stories, no, they are NOT erotica, so yup, NO erotica, nothing not safe for work in this blog.
Read on, have fun, ignore that rating.
Monday, June 11, 2007
Joan the Blogger
I was at Someone's place fiddling with his computer when I saw that he had changed the hyperlink which he had linked my blog to his nick name for me. My first thought was "erm..." He had previously used a more neutral descriptive text for my blog link, that bore something of much more significance yet not too paiseh for me. With that, I wanted him to change the text description, rather, I told him I didn't like it and sought his permission before I changed the description myself.
It's not really that there is something I'm hiding, it's just perhaps I'm still a bit more apprehensive. Other than the side mentions I make of him here and there, I've never really blogged about him proper (until today, this blog post, that is), so I don't really know how to bring him into the picture and start talking about him. I don't want his friends coming to my blog here hoping to read about some sordid affair only to see that I don't even bother mentioning him, or worse, treating it as if he doesn't exist. It just feels weird to be scrutinised.
Actually, my online persona isn't that bad a person, I think, and neither is it too far off from my real person. Although some of my friends do say that I can come across more extreme in the blog, I don't really think so, because I think that I'm also a pretty extreme person in real life, only that I am only extreme to people whom I feel comfortable with. I even look pretty much the same from the photos I post and my real self even though I only put up nice pictures. I don't photoshop that much, just the occasional removing of pimples which I use conceallor in real life, and the exlarging of my teeth which I'd hide when in real life, so I can still say I'm pretty much the same person. Besides, after my computer crashed, I haven't installed photoshop yet, so I haven't been able to photoshop my pics. The pictures I have in the side bar are also sans photoshop, only that they aren't that recent photos.
I've blogged for close to four years now, and over the years I've accumulated many online friends, or friends who got to know me better through the blog. I can say pretty safely most of those who read me aren't people I know. Okay, I don't have a stats counter to verify this, but still, you get the idea don't you, those who are reading me. haha~
I love blogging. It's a platform for me to voice my opinions, for me to write about the other stuff I love, and it's also a avenue for me to put myself out in the world wide web for people to ogle. As my blog header says it all, wo xi huan. It's only because I like that's why I blog, and I blog about stuff I like to write about. I don't like to write about Someone because I think we both should have our own privacy. It's nothing big. It's like how I'd never disclose any details about Rough Patch.
It's also like how I'd never give details about myself. No addresses, only the vague, "I stay at East Coast" which is in fact a very long stretch of road from Kallang all the way to Simei. No telephone numbers, no handphone number, no home telephone number. Heck, I can't even remember my own home telephone number since no one calls me there so I don't bother giving it to anybody. No further information about my family, only that I have a family, my sister and my parents, but nothing about what they do, where they do. But they know about the existence of my blog. I gave the link to my daddie when I was in Germany on exchange and told him to go there to look at pictures. My mummie somehow has this warped idea that everytime I take a picture of something it'd go up on the blog. My sister believes that everything I write on the blog about her is me lying. I even have this friend who'd after every conversation with me end with the disclaimer, "Eh, all this I'm telling you, you better not put on the blog hor..." He somehow also has the same warped idea my mother has.
I don't blog about everything in my life. I can't, I suppose. That's why I keep a diary. Yes, I keep a diary. Actually, other than a diary, I also have a jotter book. The diary is for personal stuff, but because of the whole long drawn rough patch affair, I actually stopped entries in my diary for quite some time, but after the messy closing, I picked it up again. It's kind of surreal. It's so surreal that it makes me cringe when I read it. Really, I'd die if I find out anyone other than me reading that. I'd like die straight on the spot. The jotter book is actually for my creative stuff, but after I had the category the writer, I sort of stopped jotting down stuff in the jotter book. Most of what I'm writing now are all old ideas, nothing new, quite sad huh...
Perhaps because life for me has somewhat stabilised, so I can't really produce really heart wrenching creative ideas that I was able to do when I was much younger. Even the recent spate of writings about fuck buddies somehow has taken a more domesticated turn. Maybe I need to wreck up my life all over again to bring back the creativity cells. No way!
I think the most obvious change in my blog is the decrease of pictures posted. After I gained the horrendous 8kg, I have lost confidence in my body, and hence gradually been taking lesser photographs. Maybe i need to lose all those weight I gained to regain the confidence I've lost in taking photographs. No, I don't think I'm ugly, nor fat, just that I weight a lot more than before. It's relative, not absolute.
Yup, after all this crap, I'll just say, I'll continue blogging even if I have no readers, or no photos, or no material to blog about. I'd find a way to put stuff in the blog like songs or pictures just to keep this running. Why? Because wo xi huan~
It's not really that there is something I'm hiding, it's just perhaps I'm still a bit more apprehensive. Other than the side mentions I make of him here and there, I've never really blogged about him proper (until today, this blog post, that is), so I don't really know how to bring him into the picture and start talking about him. I don't want his friends coming to my blog here hoping to read about some sordid affair only to see that I don't even bother mentioning him, or worse, treating it as if he doesn't exist. It just feels weird to be scrutinised.
Actually, my online persona isn't that bad a person, I think, and neither is it too far off from my real person. Although some of my friends do say that I can come across more extreme in the blog, I don't really think so, because I think that I'm also a pretty extreme person in real life, only that I am only extreme to people whom I feel comfortable with. I even look pretty much the same from the photos I post and my real self even though I only put up nice pictures. I don't photoshop that much, just the occasional removing of pimples which I use conceallor in real life, and the exlarging of my teeth which I'd hide when in real life, so I can still say I'm pretty much the same person. Besides, after my computer crashed, I haven't installed photoshop yet, so I haven't been able to photoshop my pics. The pictures I have in the side bar are also sans photoshop, only that they aren't that recent photos.
I've blogged for close to four years now, and over the years I've accumulated many online friends, or friends who got to know me better through the blog. I can say pretty safely most of those who read me aren't people I know. Okay, I don't have a stats counter to verify this, but still, you get the idea don't you, those who are reading me. haha~
I love blogging. It's a platform for me to voice my opinions, for me to write about the other stuff I love, and it's also a avenue for me to put myself out in the world wide web for people to ogle. As my blog header says it all, wo xi huan. It's only because I like that's why I blog, and I blog about stuff I like to write about. I don't like to write about Someone because I think we both should have our own privacy. It's nothing big. It's like how I'd never disclose any details about Rough Patch.
It's also like how I'd never give details about myself. No addresses, only the vague, "I stay at East Coast" which is in fact a very long stretch of road from Kallang all the way to Simei. No telephone numbers, no handphone number, no home telephone number. Heck, I can't even remember my own home telephone number since no one calls me there so I don't bother giving it to anybody. No further information about my family, only that I have a family, my sister and my parents, but nothing about what they do, where they do. But they know about the existence of my blog. I gave the link to my daddie when I was in Germany on exchange and told him to go there to look at pictures. My mummie somehow has this warped idea that everytime I take a picture of something it'd go up on the blog. My sister believes that everything I write on the blog about her is me lying. I even have this friend who'd after every conversation with me end with the disclaimer, "Eh, all this I'm telling you, you better not put on the blog hor..." He somehow also has the same warped idea my mother has.
I don't blog about everything in my life. I can't, I suppose. That's why I keep a diary. Yes, I keep a diary. Actually, other than a diary, I also have a jotter book. The diary is for personal stuff, but because of the whole long drawn rough patch affair, I actually stopped entries in my diary for quite some time, but after the messy closing, I picked it up again. It's kind of surreal. It's so surreal that it makes me cringe when I read it. Really, I'd die if I find out anyone other than me reading that. I'd like die straight on the spot. The jotter book is actually for my creative stuff, but after I had the category the writer, I sort of stopped jotting down stuff in the jotter book. Most of what I'm writing now are all old ideas, nothing new, quite sad huh...
Perhaps because life for me has somewhat stabilised, so I can't really produce really heart wrenching creative ideas that I was able to do when I was much younger. Even the recent spate of writings about fuck buddies somehow has taken a more domesticated turn. Maybe I need to wreck up my life all over again to bring back the creativity cells. No way!
I think the most obvious change in my blog is the decrease of pictures posted. After I gained the horrendous 8kg, I have lost confidence in my body, and hence gradually been taking lesser photographs. Maybe i need to lose all those weight I gained to regain the confidence I've lost in taking photographs. No, I don't think I'm ugly, nor fat, just that I weight a lot more than before. It's relative, not absolute.
Yup, after all this crap, I'll just say, I'll continue blogging even if I have no readers, or no photos, or no material to blog about. I'd find a way to put stuff in the blog like songs or pictures just to keep this running. Why? Because wo xi huan~
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Notice
My grandfather just passed away. So I'm now camping at Serangoon Gardens instead of Mount Elizabeth Hospital as stated in my twitter. I'll be unreachable via internet so contact me by phone or SMS instead please. All emails will be read when I come back home maybe only on Friday.
It has really be a very stressful period for me and my family with sudden phone calls here and there all day long, rushing down to Mount E, rushing here rushing there. Finally there's this release, to thin of stuff in a better way. hai...
The wake will be at Serangoon Gardens the usual place. I'll be there all night long along with my cousins, very thankfully my two other cousins and me are currently all NEETs, not in education, employment and/or training, so we can stay there to guard the body all night long.
Okay, more updates when I get back. May has been a really bad month for me. Really a month to remind me that I cannot be the most blissful person living in my own fairy tale world, everybody must live an equal and balanced fair kind of life. Bis dann~
It has really be a very stressful period for me and my family with sudden phone calls here and there all day long, rushing down to Mount E, rushing here rushing there. Finally there's this release, to thin of stuff in a better way. hai...
The wake will be at Serangoon Gardens the usual place. I'll be there all night long along with my cousins, very thankfully my two other cousins and me are currently all NEETs, not in education, employment and/or training, so we can stay there to guard the body all night long.
Okay, more updates when I get back. May has been a really bad month for me. Really a month to remind me that I cannot be the most blissful person living in my own fairy tale world, everybody must live an equal and balanced fair kind of life. Bis dann~
Monday, April 23, 2007
Superhero Vs Supervillain
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Thursday, April 19, 2007
Another Meme
I can't seem to pass a meme without having the urge to do it too. Maybe because it makes good blogging fodder. ah well...
1. Song that always makes you sad?
It used to be 爱你一万年 until I finally got over it. Actually before that 扑火 was also a song which regularly made me feel sad, but I lost that damned CD, so until I find it back, I won't get to hear it and I won't get sad by it. Recently, maybe because of nostalgia, Mary Hopkin's Those Were the Days is my sad song, even though the song is not really that sad. I feel old.
2. Last thing you bought?
500g of Bak Kwa, and my lunch and dinner. If excluding food, then it's those Body Focus creams and stuff. I spent so much on it, I better manage to become prettier.
3. Last person you argued with?
Don't know. Can't remember.
4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?
I do NOT eat peanut butter.
5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?
As a kid, can't remember, I didn't have that many stuffed animals. I think now most of my stuffed toys are named.
6. Favorite person?
Should I be filial and say it's one of my parents, or should I just say it's only of the shuai ges I fawn over, or should I try and think of one of my friends, or should I go dig out the graves of my dead authoritarians whom I study about, or should I just say it's me?
7. Favorite day of the week?
Days when there are no school, no work, nothing at all. I get to stay in bed the whole day doing nothing productive and without worrying about the next day.
8. Favorite Sundae topping?
Not a fan of sundaes, too sweet liao.
9. Did you take Piano lessons?
Used to, didn't do well, hated it.
10. Most frequent song played?
Currently it's Corrinne May's Something About You.
11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?
Secretly? hmm... I'm not really that secret a person leh... The Jacky Show, The Guess Show, perhaps? I haven't been really announcing to everyone that I totally dig Jacky's variety programmes.
12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?
Because I'm a girl, I'd say basketball, but if I were a guy, or if I were to want which sport my son were to play, hockey. It's a man's game. I remember Farrell saying his brothers all grew up with broken teeth and broken whatnots. damn cool~
13. Date someone older or younger?
Older, definitely.
14. One place you would like to travel right now?
I was just telling Terrence I really want to go back Germany, but not right now, I want to go after I get my license, and perhaps some experience, then go on a road trip around Germany with a video and a camera and document my experience. If say now ah, I want to go Shanghai and eat xiaolongbao, Hokkaido and eat snow crabs, back to Germany and eat Spargels with Schinken.
15. Do you use umbrellas?
Only when it rains. I think people who carry umbrellas in the sun are damn guniang. And I don't carry umbrellas in my bag either, I think it's unglam. Somehow, I think most of my friends do have the habit of carrying umbrellas. Good for this lazy girl.
16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?
I don't even know any word in it.
17. Your relationship status?
Single.
18. Describe your boyfriend/girlfriend?
NA
19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?
Blondes, for guys la, for females I don't care.
20. Best job you ever had?
As an NEET.
21. did you go to your high school prom?
Yup~
22. perfect time to wake up?
When I wake up.
23. perfect time to go to bed?
Anytime.
24. do you use your queen right away in chess?
I don't know how to play chess. Eh, but I'm very good in Chinese Chess.
25. Ever been in a car accident?
Only minor langgars, me as passenger.
26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?
Both. They each serve a different purpose.
27. what age is this exciting life over for you?
When I get kidney failure. Damn, I think I'll just die if I ever have the need to watch my diet, not eat greasy stuff, cut down on my sodium intake, I'd just die, I'd just DIE.
28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?
90s, perhaps. but I think being a teenager during the 2000s was quite cool too.
29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?
Birks, no, maybe the Havianas. I am so lup sup. Oh, I remember I have a pair of very nice Daniel Yam slippers somewhere inside some box. My friends used to call it the Cinderella shoes.
30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?
This CK Jeans off white dress, maybe a couple more stuff, I don't have the habit of throwing stuff away and I usually buy clothes which can withstand seasonal changes.
31. Were you in track and field?
Swim Team.
32. Were you ever in a school talent show?
Drama.
33. Have you ever written in a library book?
Write as in there are actual words, no.
34. Allergic to?
Work.
35. Favorite fruit(s)?
Mango, starfruit, longans.
36. The last thing you ate?
Old Chang Kee Currypok. My parents brought it back, asked who wanted to eat it, I ate it, then my sister realised I was eating it and she threw a temper because she don't have.
37. Baseball hat or toque?
Simi si toque?
38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?
Shampoo. In order, I go in drench myself, shampoo first time, brush teeth, cleanse face, shampoo second time, condition hair, soap. After I come out still got leave in conditioner and moisturise and my body firming lotions and anti stretch marks cream. Someone thought that stretch marks only occurs in pregnant women. erm...
39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?
Wet.
40. Pen or pencil?
Pencil, can erase. Actually it depends la. Also on the mood, since pens got many colours. Oh damn... I need people to remind me to buy pens before going into the examination hall, I don't think my black and blues can last that long, and I don't supposed the Profs would like it if I write in pink.
41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?
Nope, but I would like to try one day, but of course, within limits.
42. Have you thrown up on a plane?
Nope.
43. Have you thrown up in a car?
Once, but it's the problem of the food I ate. Strawberry Pocky. From then on I absolutely HATE strawberry pocky and every other strawberry confectionary on earth, but I still eat the fruit though, the taste is very different.
44. Have you thrown up at work?
In school. Damn my morning sickness.
45. Do you scream on roller coasters?
Yes.
46. Who was your first prom date?
My proms all no dates one leh...
47. Who was your first room mate?
I always get single rooms.
48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?
Never got drunk before.
49. What was your first job?
Salesgirl.
50. What was your first car?
NA
51. When did you go to your first funeral?
When I was a kid I suppose, my great grandmother. I don't remember much about it, no, I don't remember anything about it.
52. How old were you when you first moved away from your home?
NA
53. Who was your first grade teacher?
Some woman. But my second grade was was a Mdm (or is it Mrs) Chan, then third grade is Jenny Goh.
54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?
UK. When I was like one and half years old. I didn't even have a passport then, think it was a joint passport or something, and I don't remember anything about it. I don't even remember the return journey even though I was three and a half then.
55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
I never needed to sneak out of the house. I get pretty much quite a lot of freedom. hehehe~
56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?
When I was four years old, I had think "best friend" called Clara (or is it Clare?), she was Eurasian, and we both spoke no Chinese, hence we bonded. I didn't keep in contact with her after we left Kindergarten. I don't have one best friend now, but I have many close friends, and I think I'm happy with all of them.
57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?
PGP, then I went to KFH, then I went Germany. But it's bullshit one la, I went back home during the weekends and I brought my laundry back and my dad brought half my room into the room, it didn't even feel like I moved out lor.
58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
I don't call people, not usually. Maybe MSN more often, or SMS, sometimes I do call, but that's when it's really serious. erm... Who? Those who received my MSN/SMS/calls would know who they are I suppose.
59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?
None yet.
60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
Look at the time, check my handphone (concurrently), decide if I should sleep somemore.
61. What was the first concert you attended?
First paid one was Faye Wong's. I blogged about it, but lazy to retrieve the link.
62. First tattoo or piercing?
My ears. Only them, one on each, and I'll never pierce anything again, neither will I get a tattoo.
63. First celebrity crush?
Leonardo DiCaprio. I crushed on him when I was a preteen, but during my rebellious teenage years, I shunned him because every girl seemed to be totally in love with him. Now that I'm older and more matured, and Leo is older and more matured, I see him as a really really good actor, more than a heartthrob.
64. How tall are you barefoot?
168cm.
65. Have you ever smoked?
Nope.
66. Do you own a gun?
Nope.
67. Do you hate someone right now?
Nope.
68. Do you get nervous?
Yup.
69. What do you think of hot dogs?
I'm hungry. I love all sort of sausages, erm... Okay, all sort of pork and chicken and once I tried a turkey one. With cheese~
70. What's your favorite Christmas song?
Don't have one.
71. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Coke, but recently been cutting down, so water.
72. Do you do push ups?
Nope.
73. Is your bathroom clean?
Yup~ Although my sister will beg to differ, but I say it's clean can already.
74.What's your favorite piece of jewellery?
My pearl earrings? My pearl bracelet? Don't know leh, I seldom wear them.
75. Do you like painkillers?
Like, as in taking them without purpose? No.
76. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
If say then is not secret already. hehehe~
77. Do you own a knife?
Kitchen got.
78. Do you have H.I.V?
Don't think so ba... Don't scare me leh...
79. Middle Name?
My name is Joan Ang L- with Joan being my given name, Ang being my family name and L- being my Chinese name, so I don't have a middle name.
80. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
Eat, sleep, lose weight.
It sounds damn oxymoronic, but well...
81. Name the last 3 apparels you have bought lately:
Apparels ah? Bag counted anot? If not then probably my new year clothes.
82. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
Water, Yeo's crysanthemum tea which I seem to have a neverending supply of in the fridge thanks to my grandfather, now I stopped Coke, so maybe I should say Ice Lemon Tea, or maybe apple juice, or Ribena, dunno leh...
83. What time did you wake up today?
10.50am, actually was awakened by an SMS at 9am, but I forced myself to go back to sleep but difficult, then alarm rang at 10.30, but because of the disruption, I was too tired then couldn't wake up then in the end drag until so late.
84. Current worry?
Exam results, when I haven't even taken the exams yet. hahahaha~
85. Current hate?
Growing fat.
86. Favorite place to be?
My bed, or maybe in the arms of someone I like ba, if there is such a person.
87. Least favorite place to be?
Don't know leh...
88.Where would you like to go now?
Now, bathe, then sleep. Tired~
89. Do you own slippers?
Of course, plenty, favourites my Havianas.
90. What are you wearing?
My sundress, haven't changed out of it, though I removed all the things I wear underneath it. I want to go and bathe now, then change into sleeping wear.
91. Do you burn or tan?
Burn. Shucks.
92. Favorite color/s?
Magenta. Red.
93. Would you like to be a pirate?
I am one already. wahahaha~ Aikhui, it's not fair!!!
94. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
That time when I laced my sister's apple juice with vodka, I had some too.
95. What songs you listen in your shower?
I don't listen to anything in the shower.
96. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
As a child, don't think had any fears.
97.What's in your pocket/s right now?
No pockets. I dont usually use pockets because most of my clothes don't have them so even those few which has I don't make it a point to use them since I already have the habit of not using them.
98. Last thing that made you laugh?
Usually it's people who make fun of me lor, then they laugh at me lor. bah~
99. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
Don't remember any.
100. Worst injury you've ever had?
I fell off the bike, not that bad la, some scratches a bit of blood, I blogged about it but lazy to find.
101. How many TVs do you have in your house?
3. One small one which used to be in my hostel, now it's just there collecting dust. One lousy one which takes 5 min after you swtich it on to have a blurry image and another 15 min to have a clear image. One LCD TV which the parents use. My dad always treats himself and his wife better than his children. bah~
102. Who is your loudest friend?
All about the same ba.
103.Who is your most silent friend?
I talk so much I cannot stand it if my friend don't talk so I'll make them talk, so I don't have any silent friends.
104. Does someone have a crush on you?
A friend used to tell this to me make me don't feel depressed all the time, and don't do unglam things outside, then I read in this blog which gives a more detailed version of the theory.
Everyone has 10 secret admirers, but you can't know who they are, because if you know who they are then it's not a secret, so there's no way of knowing the 10 people.
Okay, I personally think that that theory is bulls la, but... It's nice to think of people out there who might have a crush on me~
105. Do you wish on shooting stars?
Can't remember seeing one, so I don't know if I wished on it anot.
106. What is your favorite book?
萍踪侠影录
107. What is your favorite candy?
Don't know. Haribo?
108. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
I wonder what would happen if I played Rihanna's Unfaithful. hahaha... No la...
天下有情人 I'm such a sucker... awww...
109. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Reading blogs, chatting, that's the only stuff I do anyway.
110. What was the First thing you did today?
As in first thing after midnight or first thing after I woke up? After midnight's probably as above, after I woke up is check handphone. Someone messaged me at 9am in the morning lor, wake me up force me to check the phone. But then hor, I totally cannot remember the contents of the message. That's why people, don't SMS me in the morning because if I check the message in a droswy mood then I won't remember the contents of the message, then if important then I'd miss it.
Okay, I so tired liao... Must go bathe, then finish reading all the blogs, then I want go sleep... Good night~
1. Song that always makes you sad?
It used to be 爱你一万年 until I finally got over it. Actually before that 扑火 was also a song which regularly made me feel sad, but I lost that damned CD, so until I find it back, I won't get to hear it and I won't get sad by it. Recently, maybe because of nostalgia, Mary Hopkin's Those Were the Days is my sad song, even though the song is not really that sad. I feel old.
2. Last thing you bought?
500g of Bak Kwa, and my lunch and dinner. If excluding food, then it's those Body Focus creams and stuff. I spent so much on it, I better manage to become prettier.
3. Last person you argued with?
Don't know. Can't remember.
4. Do you put Butter before putting the peanut butter on?
I do NOT eat peanut butter.
5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid?
As a kid, can't remember, I didn't have that many stuffed animals. I think now most of my stuffed toys are named.
6. Favorite person?
Should I be filial and say it's one of my parents, or should I just say it's only of the shuai ges I fawn over, or should I try and think of one of my friends, or should I go dig out the graves of my dead authoritarians whom I study about, or should I just say it's me?
7. Favorite day of the week?
Days when there are no school, no work, nothing at all. I get to stay in bed the whole day doing nothing productive and without worrying about the next day.
8. Favorite Sundae topping?
Not a fan of sundaes, too sweet liao.
9. Did you take Piano lessons?
Used to, didn't do well, hated it.
10. Most frequent song played?
Currently it's Corrinne May's Something About You.
11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy?
Secretly? hmm... I'm not really that secret a person leh... The Jacky Show, The Guess Show, perhaps? I haven't been really announcing to everyone that I totally dig Jacky's variety programmes.
12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey?
Because I'm a girl, I'd say basketball, but if I were a guy, or if I were to want which sport my son were to play, hockey. It's a man's game. I remember Farrell saying his brothers all grew up with broken teeth and broken whatnots. damn cool~
13. Date someone older or younger?
Older, definitely.
14. One place you would like to travel right now?
I was just telling Terrence I really want to go back Germany, but not right now, I want to go after I get my license, and perhaps some experience, then go on a road trip around Germany with a video and a camera and document my experience. If say now ah, I want to go Shanghai and eat xiaolongbao, Hokkaido and eat snow crabs, back to Germany and eat Spargels with Schinken.
15. Do you use umbrellas?
Only when it rains. I think people who carry umbrellas in the sun are damn guniang. And I don't carry umbrellas in my bag either, I think it's unglam. Somehow, I think most of my friends do have the habit of carrying umbrellas. Good for this lazy girl.
16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem?
I don't even know any word in it.
17. Your relationship status?
Single.
18. Describe your boyfriend/girlfriend?
NA
19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes?
Blondes, for guys la, for females I don't care.
20. Best job you ever had?
As an NEET.
21. did you go to your high school prom?
Yup~
22. perfect time to wake up?
When I wake up.
23. perfect time to go to bed?
Anytime.
24. do you use your queen right away in chess?
I don't know how to play chess. Eh, but I'm very good in Chinese Chess.
25. Ever been in a car accident?
Only minor langgars, me as passenger.
26. closer to mom or dad...or neither?
Both. They each serve a different purpose.
27. what age is this exciting life over for you?
When I get kidney failure. Damn, I think I'll just die if I ever have the need to watch my diet, not eat greasy stuff, cut down on my sodium intake, I'd just die, I'd just DIE.
28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?
90s, perhaps. but I think being a teenager during the 2000s was quite cool too.
29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned?
Birks, no, maybe the Havianas. I am so lup sup. Oh, I remember I have a pair of very nice Daniel Yam slippers somewhere inside some box. My friends used to call it the Cinderella shoes.
30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school?
This CK Jeans off white dress, maybe a couple more stuff, I don't have the habit of throwing stuff away and I usually buy clothes which can withstand seasonal changes.
31. Were you in track and field?
Swim Team.
32. Were you ever in a school talent show?
Drama.
33. Have you ever written in a library book?
Write as in there are actual words, no.
34. Allergic to?
Work.
35. Favorite fruit(s)?
Mango, starfruit, longans.
36. The last thing you ate?
Old Chang Kee Currypok. My parents brought it back, asked who wanted to eat it, I ate it, then my sister realised I was eating it and she threw a temper because she don't have.
37. Baseball hat or toque?
Simi si toque?
38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap?
Shampoo. In order, I go in drench myself, shampoo first time, brush teeth, cleanse face, shampoo second time, condition hair, soap. After I come out still got leave in conditioner and moisturise and my body firming lotions and anti stretch marks cream. Someone thought that stretch marks only occurs in pregnant women. erm...
39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?
Wet.
40. Pen or pencil?
Pencil, can erase. Actually it depends la. Also on the mood, since pens got many colours. Oh damn... I need people to remind me to buy pens before going into the examination hall, I don't think my black and blues can last that long, and I don't supposed the Profs would like it if I write in pink.
41. Have you ever gambled at a casino?
Nope, but I would like to try one day, but of course, within limits.
42. Have you thrown up on a plane?
Nope.
43. Have you thrown up in a car?
Once, but it's the problem of the food I ate. Strawberry Pocky. From then on I absolutely HATE strawberry pocky and every other strawberry confectionary on earth, but I still eat the fruit though, the taste is very different.
44. Have you thrown up at work?
In school. Damn my morning sickness.
45. Do you scream on roller coasters?
Yes.
46. Who was your first prom date?
My proms all no dates one leh...
47. Who was your first room mate?
I always get single rooms.
48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time?
Never got drunk before.
49. What was your first job?
Salesgirl.
50. What was your first car?
NA
51. When did you go to your first funeral?
When I was a kid I suppose, my great grandmother. I don't remember much about it, no, I don't remember anything about it.
52. How old were you when you first moved away from your home?
NA
53. Who was your first grade teacher?
Some woman. But my second grade was was a Mdm (or is it Mrs) Chan, then third grade is Jenny Goh.
54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride?
UK. When I was like one and half years old. I didn't even have a passport then, think it was a joint passport or something, and I don't remember anything about it. I don't even remember the return journey even though I was three and a half then.
55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?
I never needed to sneak out of the house. I get pretty much quite a lot of freedom. hehehe~
56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them?
When I was four years old, I had think "best friend" called Clara (or is it Clare?), she was Eurasian, and we both spoke no Chinese, hence we bonded. I didn't keep in contact with her after we left Kindergarten. I don't have one best friend now, but I have many close friends, and I think I'm happy with all of them.
57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house?
PGP, then I went to KFH, then I went Germany. But it's bullshit one la, I went back home during the weekends and I brought my laundry back and my dad brought half my room into the room, it didn't even feel like I moved out lor.
58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
I don't call people, not usually. Maybe MSN more often, or SMS, sometimes I do call, but that's when it's really serious. erm... Who? Those who received my MSN/SMS/calls would know who they are I suppose.
59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen?
None yet.
60. What is the first thing you do in the morning?
Look at the time, check my handphone (concurrently), decide if I should sleep somemore.
61. What was the first concert you attended?
First paid one was Faye Wong's. I blogged about it, but lazy to retrieve the link.
62. First tattoo or piercing?
My ears. Only them, one on each, and I'll never pierce anything again, neither will I get a tattoo.
63. First celebrity crush?
Leonardo DiCaprio. I crushed on him when I was a preteen, but during my rebellious teenage years, I shunned him because every girl seemed to be totally in love with him. Now that I'm older and more matured, and Leo is older and more matured, I see him as a really really good actor, more than a heartthrob.
64. How tall are you barefoot?
168cm.
65. Have you ever smoked?
Nope.
66. Do you own a gun?
Nope.
67. Do you hate someone right now?
Nope.
68. Do you get nervous?
Yup.
69. What do you think of hot dogs?
I'm hungry. I love all sort of sausages, erm... Okay, all sort of pork and chicken and once I tried a turkey one. With cheese~
70. What's your favorite Christmas song?
Don't have one.
71. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
Coke, but recently been cutting down, so water.
72. Do you do push ups?
Nope.
73. Is your bathroom clean?
Yup~ Although my sister will beg to differ, but I say it's clean can already.
74.What's your favorite piece of jewellery?
My pearl earrings? My pearl bracelet? Don't know leh, I seldom wear them.
75. Do you like painkillers?
Like, as in taking them without purpose? No.
76. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
If say then is not secret already. hehehe~
77. Do you own a knife?
Kitchen got.
78. Do you have H.I.V?
Don't think so ba... Don't scare me leh...
79. Middle Name?
My name is Joan Ang L- with Joan being my given name, Ang being my family name and L- being my Chinese name, so I don't have a middle name.
80. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
Eat, sleep, lose weight.
It sounds damn oxymoronic, but well...
81. Name the last 3 apparels you have bought lately:
Apparels ah? Bag counted anot? If not then probably my new year clothes.
82. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
Water, Yeo's crysanthemum tea which I seem to have a neverending supply of in the fridge thanks to my grandfather, now I stopped Coke, so maybe I should say Ice Lemon Tea, or maybe apple juice, or Ribena, dunno leh...
83. What time did you wake up today?
10.50am, actually was awakened by an SMS at 9am, but I forced myself to go back to sleep but difficult, then alarm rang at 10.30, but because of the disruption, I was too tired then couldn't wake up then in the end drag until so late.
84. Current worry?
Exam results, when I haven't even taken the exams yet. hahahaha~
85. Current hate?
Growing fat.
86. Favorite place to be?
My bed, or maybe in the arms of someone I like ba, if there is such a person.
87. Least favorite place to be?
Don't know leh...
88.Where would you like to go now?
Now, bathe, then sleep. Tired~
89. Do you own slippers?
Of course, plenty, favourites my Havianas.
90. What are you wearing?
My sundress, haven't changed out of it, though I removed all the things I wear underneath it. I want to go and bathe now, then change into sleeping wear.
91. Do you burn or tan?
Burn. Shucks.
92. Favorite color/s?
Magenta. Red.
93. Would you like to be a pirate?
I am one already. wahahaha~ Aikhui, it's not fair!!!
94. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
That time when I laced my sister's apple juice with vodka, I had some too.
95. What songs you listen in your shower?
I don't listen to anything in the shower.
96. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
As a child, don't think had any fears.
97.What's in your pocket/s right now?
No pockets. I dont usually use pockets because most of my clothes don't have them so even those few which has I don't make it a point to use them since I already have the habit of not using them.
98. Last thing that made you laugh?
Usually it's people who make fun of me lor, then they laugh at me lor. bah~
99. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
Don't remember any.
100. Worst injury you've ever had?
I fell off the bike, not that bad la, some scratches a bit of blood, I blogged about it but lazy to find.
101. How many TVs do you have in your house?
3. One small one which used to be in my hostel, now it's just there collecting dust. One lousy one which takes 5 min after you swtich it on to have a blurry image and another 15 min to have a clear image. One LCD TV which the parents use. My dad always treats himself and his wife better than his children. bah~
102. Who is your loudest friend?
All about the same ba.
103.Who is your most silent friend?
I talk so much I cannot stand it if my friend don't talk so I'll make them talk, so I don't have any silent friends.
104. Does someone have a crush on you?
A friend used to tell this to me make me don't feel depressed all the time, and don't do unglam things outside, then I read in this blog which gives a more detailed version of the theory.
Everyone has 10 secret admirers, but you can't know who they are, because if you know who they are then it's not a secret, so there's no way of knowing the 10 people.
Okay, I personally think that that theory is bulls la, but... It's nice to think of people out there who might have a crush on me~
105. Do you wish on shooting stars?
Can't remember seeing one, so I don't know if I wished on it anot.
106. What is your favorite book?
萍踪侠影录
107. What is your favorite candy?
Don't know. Haribo?
108. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
I wonder what would happen if I played Rihanna's Unfaithful. hahaha... No la...
天下有情人 I'm such a sucker... awww...
109. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Reading blogs, chatting, that's the only stuff I do anyway.
110. What was the First thing you did today?
As in first thing after midnight or first thing after I woke up? After midnight's probably as above, after I woke up is check handphone. Someone messaged me at 9am in the morning lor, wake me up force me to check the phone. But then hor, I totally cannot remember the contents of the message. That's why people, don't SMS me in the morning because if I check the message in a droswy mood then I won't remember the contents of the message, then if important then I'd miss it.
Okay, I so tired liao... Must go bathe, then finish reading all the blogs, then I want go sleep... Good night~
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