Christmas

ive added a quote from clamp. i dont know if i really agree with it and i dont expect many people to agree with it, but it well worth a thought. think about it, what kind of person are you? are you one who belives in fate, or one that believes than humans triumphs over fate? whether there is destiny or life is just a series of mere coincidences?

i spent this christmas with dear adolf hitler. okay, i spent just over 3 hours this christmas watching hitler: the rise of evil. if anyone wants to buy that vcd or dvd, really, i wouldnt advise it, but you can borrow it from me. its a stimulating watch due to its leading actors and actresses who put in a commendable effort and its artistic direction is almost flawless. however, as it is a story pieced by the victors, the story over focuses on hitlers evils and even so, there are many loopholes in their view of hitler. the flow of events is also rather inconsistent with several characters not having a clear role in the show. i would call it a show cos it doesnt really reflect what hitler was like. really, i dont think anybody can really interpret the true nature of our dear dictator.

after watching the biased view of hitler, i didnt have much christmas spirit left in me, but i did spent some time coming with new year resolutions which i would probably break some time soon. i resoluted last year that i would take down my daily accounts and keep track of my savings. i did that dutifully for about 8 months then it ended in a fiasco and now im like horrible in red, especially after buying that black dress, the camera, the phone... ... whoahahaha... so totally like looking forward to chinese new year lor...

ive my whole outfits for reunion dinner, the first and second day of chinese new year, and the seventh day dinner prepared... clothes... okay, its not fully prepared cos im not done with my shopping, but i do have a vague idea what i want and will work towards that shopping goal as soon as i have money. that means, i need a job real soon. i musnt procrastinate any more, i musnt pick on any jobs, i musnt give myself excuses for not finding work. haiz... suddenly sianz ½... cannot! cannot sianz ½ then procrastinate!

im going to cross my fingers and hope for the best to turn out.

well, another reason that i wish to find a job soon is also cos i want to get my biological clock back to normal. ive been sleeping and awake at the wrong times lately and i didnt realise the extent of the problem until i looked into the mirror and spotted (pun not intended) a whole lot of volcanoes among a sea of acne. if i dont get back into a proper sleeping routine, i will totally freak out relatives during cny. my aunt bought me some products from the natural source and natalie hoping that it will help ease up the acne problem. havent tried them yet, but if its good, it will earn some advertising space in this blog, so till then!