Monday, November 21, 2005

This is Bad... Very Bad...

Pray... Tell me, what the fuck is this???

You Are 31 Years Old

Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.

13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.

30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.

This is pretty screwed up. So, am I supposed to feel 31 years old? Oh shit... The little voices in me are telling me that this is supposed to be of such the case... After all the past events that affected me, I've aged terribly, so I'm now de facto 31 years old... Oh my god...

But I think the description is pretty screwed too. It's like so politically incorrect yet hurtfully true. Have I tasted success? What is success, maybe I should put it this way? And about true love, what is it really about? Is what I had/have/will have be considered as true love? Right now, I don't feel like thinking about anything much, just live life as it is. Maybe I am growing old. And maybe, by resting back, I'm actually seeking something else, something that might or might not come to me, but it's actually me trying to seek a different approach in life at this present moment.


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