Causing Anxiety

The past few days was really bad.

I received one piece of bad news followed by a bout of illness all over again. I started puking, and that got my parents worried, so I went to see the doctor. The doctor gave me some medicine, and a jab, thought everything would be fine after that.

The next day, my eyes started dilating and my eye balls rolled up, I couldn't will it to look anywhere down. It was back to the doctor again. So here I am with a drug allergy to vomitting medicine. The doctor gave me sedatives to calm me down and put me to sleep. I went back home got a good sleep then next day, my parents brought me to East Shore Hospital for a scope. To check if my stomach was fine.

In the hospital, everything was fine until my eye balls started rolling up again. I panicked and called the missy, but it cleared after about 10 min then I was seeing things normally again. But the doctor gave me more sedatives to put me to sleep. The doctor also requested to bring in a couple of medical students in to observe a scope being done and to see the insides of my stomach. That amused me, but I was okay with it. lol~

After the scope, I was put on more anaethasia and he put some weird liquid down my throat the let the camera to enter my throat more smoothly. The liquid tasted horrible, but I can't remember much of what happened after that.

When I woke up I was back at my ward, everything was finished. I saw the pictures of my stomach, everything was fine. The doctor suggested that my puking was probably caused by anxiety. yup~ And between all that, my parents found out about my depression and me being on prozac. But I think I shall stop my medication for a moment until my next appointment. Want to check with the doctor again. I don't want my eye balls to roll up again.

That's all for today, I'm too tired to type anything more liao. Anyway, worse come worse, me just give up everything ba... hehehe...