Sunday, December 10, 2006

Birth Date and Love Life

Your Birthdate: February 25

Calm and understated, you struggle to express your love with words.
Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take.
You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2

Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 2

You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

hmm... I've a couple of questions, does true love means reciprocated love? If it doesn't, then I guess I've used up my two loves already. The first one was that X whom I've mentioned here and there a couple of times in the blog. Let's count the number of years I was so infatuated with him that it became a habit for me to love him, and it sort of ruined my whole growing up. I haven't met him since JC1, think I met him outside somewhere. But I might have a met him again once recently in school, a fleeting flash of his face, or it might have been someone who looked like him. The second one is of course the rough patch. (notice the tense I've use when describing them? hehehe...)

If true love means reciprocated love then I guess I haven't met anyone yet. Or maybe true love is just some philosophical definition. Was X a true love? Philosophically speaking, I don't know, sometimes it just seemed to me that I was just too infatuated, or too stubborn to consider other options. The notion if rough patch is indeed a true love is also a question for thoughts. He is definitely not someone I'd want to make commitments to if, well, if he wants to, and also I don't think I'd stay true to him. Okay, not even saying if, I had lied many times, went out with other guys, mades loads of excuses, did a lot of things I'd think I wouldn't do to someone I love. But then again, well, but then again.

True love, a rather quirky term...

Broken heart... I've my heart broken well, quite a number of times. When X said that line "I know who you like" in that fucking cocky tone, I knew my heart was broken. It still disgusts me to think about that incident, I know he's an arrogant cocky guy, but that tone of his voice when he said that line just left a very bad after taste. grr... Then there was the rough patch. I don't know why, but recently a line Rough Patch told me back in July 2005 kept recurring in my head. I kept it deep in my memories and never thought about it for more than a year when I don't know why it suddenly came back to me. It's the way he phrased his words that just pains me whenever I think about it. He wasn't cocky, in fact he was very honest. I think that was the only time he actually sounded honest and truthful, and sweet and caring, and really true.

But other than those two incidents, I can still think of others which well, broke my heart. hmm... Maybe not breaking of my heart, more of bruising my ego. lol~ Those are the guys I've been telling those who are willing to lend me a listening ear during the rough patch time, well, those other guys not the Rough Patch. Rough Patch was just part of the rough patch. hehe, getting a bit complicated here.

Being compatible with people borned on the 7th, 16th, and 25th. Digging deep in my memories, I can't think of anybody whom I've had crushes on whose birthday falls on any one of those dates. So maybe if anyone whose birthday happens to be on anyone of those dates if you like can drop me a message? hehehe... *wink wink*


chillycraps said...

lol, I was born on one of those days, though not february

xxoos said...

*wink wink*

wait... at 5.59am, did you just like woke up this early???

chillycraps said...

no. I woke up earlier, like 5:20am.

xxoos said...

*jaws drop* wah...

when i'm awake at that time, it only means that i'm not asleep yet. just out of curiosity, what time do u have to sleep to wake up this early?

chillycraps said...

not fixed one, but usually I sleep before 10pm.

If do a calculation, the amount of awake time is about the same what, just that I shifted the sleeping time forward that's all.

xxoos said...

*jaws drop lower*

chillycraps said...

tonight is one of those exceptions when I don't sleep before 10pm.

why so surprised?

xxoos said...

erm... i don't know of anyone who sleeps before 10pm. hehehe~ but at least you got exceptions... sounds more normal that way... lol~