Better Now

After a bath, after some sleep, after realising that I am very happy, I am feeling a lot better. After all why would I feel jealous about something when I have something similiar in a superior form. It's like me being able to go to Germany for 107 days yet I feel jealous of my sister who's going to Hong Kong for 10 days.

I really need to tell myself that indeed I have more than I need, and more than I want. And I don't want anything that would only bring me more pain and unhappiness.